So here's my story: - Exposed to sexual thoughts at 8 years old. - Starting taking an interest in girls - At 10 years old I started masturbation even though I had no clue what it was called at the time and I had no clue about orgasm. -At 12 years old, I started watching porn and began orgasming. -From 12 to 20, I spent years watching porn, texting in online chatrooms, looking at nudes, intentionally looking at females family members when they were naked and enjoying every second of it. The porn gradually got more and more intense and the time I spend on it got greater and greater to the point where it started affecting my school work and life. It was sun up to sundown. Porn at this was just for fun. -I tried NoFap in 2017 but failed on several occasions. My grades were worse than they could be then probably because I spent the time I should have spent reviewing jacking off. Porn at this point was a stress reliever yet ironically it was causing more stress. -I gave up on NoFap. -In 2018, I tried NoFap once again. It got a little easier I got to admit after familiarising myself with the neurological effects and the entire NoFap community. For a period of time, it was working however stress set back in and I was right back where I started if not worse. One time it was 16 times in one day. -2019, was sort of a relieving year. I took a gap year from school before heading to university and it was really fun. I used porn but it was never that much of a problem looking back on it, to be honest. Life seemed a bit more in tune, I was working at several jobs and was having a blast. I applied to university and by late 2019/2020 I was at university. -This is where the issues rose again. Stress followed by relaxation and porn. This followed up by depression trying to catch up on school work. What worked and what made it worst? I don't know. I enjoyed hanging out with one or two friends from time to time. I worked out from time to time. For some reason, the problem still lingered. -Fast forward to 2020, the problem is still here and I believe it is getting worse just two weeks into the school semester. I seem to get burnout at the end of the school week and relax a bit too much leading me to the computer where I search for all sorts of sexual stuff. Sometimes I think about it during the week and I end up on things I wanted to avoid. I don't know what else to say, what else to do. I really need help.