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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Invincible Under The Sun, Mar 11, 2019.
back to day 1
I am a Saiyan.
can someone update me on the saiyan chart please.i'm now Supersaiyan
No one can do that, except Invincible Under the Sun but he is away 'till December...
Urges... no I wouldn't call them urges, they are whispers, my mind is trying to trick me to watch porn... Pitiful...
You know guys, this is what you have to learn... to recognize these traps. I do not feel exact urges, but my mind would like to read things about pornography, I remember a video (a hardcore porn video) what showed the differences between real sex and sex in porn movies AND I just had a feeling it would be good the watch that, not for pleasure but for research for "scientific reasons" of course...
And I wanted to know is there any nude pictures about the actress in the TV series what I'm watching, just because my curiosity. LOL
...BUT, I DIDN'T WATCHED ANY OF THEM, no scientific porn research by using hardcore videos, no erotic pictures about celebrities instead of that I go to the gym for working out.
Have a good day friends, and never let these pitiful tricks to steal your life.
Where do I sign up?!
Day 13 check in
Day 59 - We have done the warm up and now the real fight just begun...
THE URGES ARE INSANE!!! My mind is screaming for some artificial super stimulant, it's like and unbelievable mental torture. Like some kind of unseen enemy would like to force me to do whatever it wants, "no matter what just watch some digital sh*t!!!"
I had sex with my GF so, I assume this is the so called chaser effect...
Get the hell out of you muthaf*cka, do I look like someone who came here to lose?
@SanityOverVanity @zars just post your status and progress or relapses here. We're here for you. @Invincible Under The Sun says he will not be back before 31th of December. Indeed no one else can edit this thread and OP (other than moderators)
But if someone would volunteer, he or she could post an updated list with all Warriors and Saiyans.
(for myself very inconvenient since I'm only online for short period of times - but I would do it if no one else will...)
ALSO MIND THIS:
Today I'm celebrating 12 porn free days!
I also refrained from M since my last report.
The same with me. Whispers like "don't you want to look at some alluring pictures?". My mind also plays this "trick": it looks at every possibility how to get to see porn - for example it thinks there could be a porn clip left in my PC's trash bin. But NO, I always delete them fully. But this first thought is a total relapse thought. A reflex. After that I have time to think and I come to my senses. This is what I have to say to "it":
No. I'm in recovery! This is no joke.
I AM NOT USING. IT'S OVER. NO BARGAINS ANYMORE. FORGET IT, ADDICTED BRAIN.
I'm really focussing on recovery now. No porn first and foremost. Avoiding or minimizing fantasizing and MO.
Other self-improving tasks like avoiding sugar are not so important atm. I try to do good but not to pressure myself too much.
I found out mindfulness, forgiveness and thinking on others are more important for me than specific self-improving goals.
Nevertheless I try to do as much sport as I can and also meditate.
Moreover I want to do what's really important to me. If I can come but a step closer to my vision that would really push me forward and give me self-affirmation / positive energy.
Okay, that's enough for today. I'll be back on the weekend.
Man, I have no idea what you even mean by that. But please don't let your mind trick you.
Healthy recovery and good days to everyone!
Day 4 check in
88 - 90 Check-in!
Check-in counter: 65 - started on Day 26
Checking in, 2 days down