THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Day 57 saiyans
Keep fighting and training!

 

Day 405

 

Day 121 check in.
Have been busy with family responsabilities. Less time for myself = less time to think about pmo. All in all, still good. But, the disruption makes me uneasy and quickly annoyed. I need to get back to my routine.

 

Checking in again. I am trying to unclog a shower with acid.
Wish me luck!!

 

Day 26. I almost forgot to check in. Sorry, guys.

 

Gonna work on making hard mode easy work by taking it one day at a time. No P since my slip last month. No M since strong urge during cold shower last Thursday afternoon. Been attending a lot of meeting, doing breathwork, eating well, meditating and working on my vision. And staying connected to the fellowship


Today is day 5 off all bottom lines.


(悟) Low Class Warrior ▬ Training in the ► SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE ◄

 

Day 58 saiyans

Feeling tired today. Yesterday was another battle. Felt like the universe showing me my path again, but this time in a clearer light. Keep going.
Fight or die!

 

Day 188

No issues / urges the last few days regarding porn. Dating doesn't lead to anything yet and is a bit frustrating. I did MO some last week but I always feel kind of "meh" afterwards. So after watching this video (see below) I decided to challenge myself and see if the sexual frustration "itch" will reside some more. I am also going to train myself not to stare at hot / beautiful women any more. Only leads to more frustrations and akwardness.

Day 3 of hard mode

 

Day 1- starting today, next post on 12 pm tommorow , wish me luck

 

Day 27

 

Relapsed, day 0 today.

Series of events: I went out with a girl yesterday and that was a fiasco.
She delayed the date 15 minutes and then was 15 minutes late on top.
I told her I am not cool with that and we broke it off on the spot.
I went home frustrated and ate more than I would like. I also slept late.

Next day I started working and had some difficulties with my task.
I again ate too much and then got an urge. I lost my self-control and gave in.

I now see all these instances of lack of discipline as attempts to escape negative emotion.
It is all connected. Breaking my discipline in any one of these should be an alarm that something painful requires my attention.
I start again right now and I'll incorporate this knowledge in my new effort.
I need to be mindful of the chaser effect for the first few days.

 

Day 59 saiyans

I messed up lst night and slept after work, now my sleep schedule is all messed up. Gonna have to fix it this weekend.
Keep going saiyans

 

Day 407

 

Day 123, still going strong.

One day at a time!

 

Day 2 - I have succeeded day 1 wish me luck for day 2, lemme test and push myself to the extreme

 

Yesterday I mean to say day 27, not 28. Sorry... lol.

 

Alright fellas, looking good! Got one week under my belt today with no P, no M & no O in any part or order. After speaking with my sponsor about amends I’m going to practice a step 9 tonight and call the girl I randomly hooked up with 3 weeks ago. I’ll be on a train headed south so no chance of it escalating to sex tonight. My intention is to communicate to her that drinking and having unprotected hook ups with people I just met has been a bottom line behavior for me that im seeking not to do anymore. To own my part in it and simply acknowledge how that may or may not have impacted her. Then open up the line for feedback and listen to her response without the need to justify or defend. Will see how it goes. I plan to make the amends call tonight around 7:30pm on the train. Will let you all know how it goes.

week 1 on hard mode complete!
(悟) Low Class Warrior ▬ Training in the ► SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE ◄

 

Day 408

 

Day 60 saiyans

I dont know what it is with me an having a proper consistent sleep schedule, but mines all messed up now. Was doing ok before. Going to have to reset my sleep. My training has taken a hit because of it too which really pisses me off
Keep going.
Fight or die!

 

Tip for the future: always show manners and class. Never show they got to you.