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Who else experiences the worst during the cycle
The tolerance keeps reducing
I’ve reached 30 days with 7 relapse
First 3 after day 12 : (2 in day 13 and 1 in day 14)

Then last 4 after day 22: (1 in day 23, 24, 27 and 28)

this method of counting was an experiment
But it turns out it doesn’t work for me

My depression is so bad after every 3 relapse
I can’t get up, can’t read, can’t do chores
Then my anxiety is up the roof, can’t keep my phone near me except it’s on silent
Even only the vibrations make my heart almost explode
And brain fog is so much, I can’t talk well during this periods

It’s so bad that i prefer the typical nofap withdrawals to this new relapse flashback
Like I’m literally in a depression and anxiety flashback after I relapse

I even say after 3 relapse, I’m sure it’s after 1 relapse, I just have to wait for 3 days and the flashback starts
It’s like I start feeling the pain of relapse 3 days after I relapse tho it’s much worse now that i started meditating

I notice everything and it’s so painful, maybe that’s why it feels exactly like a flashback
It literally resembles my depression and anxiety episodes

Geez I’m so scared of relapsing that I’m trying so hard to not feel urges
I wish I had flatline this moment, so I can get through 30 days
I’m positive that after 30 days I can snowball from there

Geez man I hate this new relapse flashback
 
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