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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Deleted Account, Mar 11, 2019.
Checking in for day 17!
Day fourteen! This only continues to get difficult but I believe that once I finally break 15 Days it'll all dissipate. It really is true that you don't know you're addicted till you try to stop. Tomorrow I will finally be an Elite Warrior, I've waited a long time for this and I'm not finished till I'm satisfied!
DAY 1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Porn, Online Games, youtube ... I'm so fed up!!!
This is the last time I'm done using internet at home for a while
hopefully with good news
Day 0 again
I thought I could stop relapsing for a few weeks. But obviously I only needed a few friends making fun about some "pictures".
Day Zero, Having some Tomb Raider session each evening has helpes somewhat, maybe clearing one or two levels, or trying at least. Its just that i need to make something better when im not playing or working or hanging. UP ON THE DAMN HORSE AGAIN, or...DRAGON Maybe ? Happy Saturday everyone
Alright guys, I decided to stop doing these personalized challenges like this one. I want to do this NoFap journey by my own now and I don't need a thread anymore. You can still follow by journal though.
Anyway, stay strong brothers. See you at the end!
DAY FIFTEEN!!! I am no longer a Low-class Warrior and it feels good to know I've taken the real first step to advance the challenge. Fifteen more and I'll finally be a month in fellas. I'm glad I made it this far and I wish you all the best of luck as well. I'm not leaving though! I enjoy leaving these posts and seeing how far everyone else is advancing.
@Invincible Under The Sun I have ascended to Elite Warrior
Day 25: Check in!
Have been thinking about just tuning in every 5 days or so, seems like a better deal if im staying on the thread.
Checking in for day 19!
Read this awesome story and have a laugh:
Got lectured about porn by a female friend!
As a teaser I'll just post the beginning of the story here:
So last night I was relapsing, have been doing it badly for the last 3-4 months. And I get a message from a female friend of mine because she's going to a sauna with her boyfriend and is freaking out about how she will look in her bikini. I reply to her messages saying 'stop freaking out, it's fine' then she send a picture of her in a bikini.
I'm ignoring it because I'm trying to jerk off then she says 'open me' as in click on the messenger bubble to open it. At that point my mood is gone.
Not because my friends isn't fit but because I don't want to jerk off over a close friend (she's super promiscuous but she's still a friend and I find that kinda weird and pathetic, not that watching porn isn't pathetic but don't need to stoop any lower).
So I stop jerking off and tell her she looks totally fine. And she says 'you're my only guy friend who hasn't made a wanking joke about it' and I say something like 'I was trying to wank but you kept disturbing me so the mood is gone now'.
she laughs about and keeps messaging throughout the night to try to disturb me from wanking.
My god the struggle only grows it seems. Currently, I believe I am losing my mind and really just want to flatline already. The worst part is Ive flatlined in the emotional sense and yet not the sexual sense so its pretty fuggin painful right now. I even became doubtful and searched up whether porn really was that detrimental and well, the answer is of course it is. I've made it this far and I absolutely cannot give up yet, I can do this! I am going to start watching videos about rebooting and self-improving in order to lift myself further.
I WILL REACH DAY 30 AND EVEN FURTHER BEYOND!