THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Welcome!

 

Day 0

 

You got this bro! Nothing can stop you!

 

Check in Day 8 - Energy is back to a good level.

 

People, I am back, I will write this specific post as a diary, because I want to write a lot of things because this will heal my mind a lot, It is a NoFap note and a Diary note. I think will be the one and the last time I do it because I already made a diary for talking about personal things... This first will just introduce me and my problems and what I'll need to solve in the pass of the days. I hope you guys read carefully or just pass it proudly to not lose time if you're busy, nothing personal

Well, since the beginning of the 2020 year, things are going a little bad for me, but it don't avoid me to have good things happening too.

D:01 M:01 Y:2020: Relapsed, I relapsed in the beginning of the day and year, I was passing through a sad moment and I lose a great moment in family to relapse, I remember I was talking to a friend in my phone but I'm not proud of it because of two reasons, first: my family is most important than my friends. second: she was passing through loneliness because of HER parents, and I was losing a great moment in my life...

I remember that my day after this (and sleep) was truly happy, but that relapse ruined everything, in the end of the day, I was not with a feeling of happiness and proud, was sadness and regret.

D:02 M:01 Y:2020: Tried to recover all my progress. But failed, also tried many other things, like making new habits, watching old self-improvement videos, drink more water but I failed all, so this is all future goals for me...

D:14 M:04 Y:2020: Today, present, trying everything and failing everything also, I lost many time procrastinating, but I'm having progress, I read something like 10 books, ok, I'd lie, 20 books. And this is a Great Achievement, I'll return to NoFap and made write here a habit, will write for all the challenges one single message and made Ctrl + C and Ctrl + V.

I'll also return to Duolingo, Diary, Drink water regularly, school stuff, sleep 8 hours, etc. Everything is a goal for me because I have a lot of errors, but humans fail so I need to learn with my failures and stay strong, my worse error is be a judge with me. I judge me for every single error and this need to change NOW! I'll work on it but I'll not stop the pressure, I'll find a way to make it regular for me. Most importantly, I'm back to do it. So I need to write it day after day...

 

@MJ93 Uff, damn! U said it brother.. we're with you on that, we'll master the ultra instinct.. & then go beyond it .. it'll be our way of life.