THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Still going strong! Day four! Let's go for seven!

 

Day 1: Believe in yourself.

 

So much for going for seven right? I wish I could explain what I'm going through atm in words but something just isn't clicking like it used to. I remember when I first broke off from my last relationship I went a whole month without PMO. A whole frickin month! Now I cant even make it as far as the seventh day... I laid in bed for a bit after posting my update and thought about the last relationship I had and the various things we used to do. Afterward, I went fishing for a trigger and guess what I got it. I still want to be free but it's like they say, many things worth fighting for aren't easy. I screwed up but looking back at it I think I see the problem. I have been using porn as an escape from having to face the thoughts and fears of my reality, and because of that I can't manage to stop myself from going back every time I relapse. Truth be told I keep having second thoughts. Still, I fight, but the only proof of that is the fact I keep coming back here. I'm gonna keep raising the restrictions every time something like this happens, the time I think these things through most clearly is right after relapse (nothing like reflecting on a failure right?). I cannot promise to be any better than I have been, in fact things have only gotten worse and my mind more difficult to control, however I can promise that anytime I fall down I'll get right back up. I appreciate yall, and I hope that one day I can start lifting others up rather than pulling myself down. In the meantime, this is Day 0, and once again I wander.

 

Count the days or Make the days count.

I haven't looked at my day counter, since I decided to stop doing that, also stopped counting each day on the forums while on reboot.

I was amazed to find that I'm now on the 3rd day on my counter, to me, it honestly felt like 3 hours, that's how far I would've guessed,I didn't even realize time had lapsed. What I mean is, in those 3days I have been continuing to focus on my life, family, the things I love, reading eating,enjoying a bit of sunlight. sleeping, making my family laugh, being silly etc. That I completely forgot to fap, still felt urges come , but completely ignored them. That's how I want to live my life.

I want to make the days count instead of counting the days without fapping. Of course I am still on reboot... But I am also tired of saying "Day 1,2,3..25, oh God I replased".
I am gonna enjoy my life, even forget how many days I've got on my counter. What will give us true meaning to life is enjoying each day as a blessing given to us from. God. Not sitting the whole day looking at your day counter..

The point of this whole thing is to get your life back not to make this reboot your life. There are exciting adventures waiting for you out there. I will be visiting the forums,less often.

With that, I am out, shalom.

 

@Invincible Under The Sun
Give me in pls

 

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