THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Day 1!

 

Jumping back in. Day 3. When you fall down you must get back up again!

 

Your brain is used to the P world. To your brain you were actually living somewhere else where you have sex with every woman that you saw. When you stop watching P your brain is trying to get back into that world of P fantasy that you put it in. I have been there, my friend. I remember exactly the scenes that my brain brought up during sleep. It will get better.

You are going through withdrawals. You are literally phasing out of a different reality. It is an immense change to your brain. It is like a totally different atmosphere (using a science analogy).

 

@Toni7 @dragon2110 Just keep getting back up, like @BreakingShadows says! You have to change how your brain reacts to stimuli. Your brain may even get used to relapsing. You go for a few days and you relapse, your brain picks up the pattern and helps you along. Keep fighting!

 

@Against_the_demon_in_myself Great victory! Each one is so valuable, we won't really understand it until we get further along.

 

Day 102. Checking in.

 

Relapsed.....
Ruined my longest streak since i joined the community. That was my 3rd time, since i started no PMO.
Had some serious urges, and couldn't control it.I couldn't remember my training at that time.
I knew this would happen when i tested positive for covid-19, Home quarantined for the last 7 days, couldn't go outside ,couldn't study(The main reason for which i have started this journey for) , couldn't do my breathing exercise. I was in a strong depressed state for the last 3 days.
After the relapse ,it was so difficult for me to realize that did it. It still haunting me that i feel like have lost something valuable,something that gave me the fire power to do something powerful ,something which i have acquired from the last 17 days...Feel so down...(For now)
I know this forum is built for those who are always ready to rise again and again from their failure.
For me those 3 relapses are 3 loopholes of my inner demon,which he has used against me to defeat me thrice. Now i know about his 3 powerful weapons and its counter measures.
Resetting my counter....Will be back Stronger Than Ever...

 

Keep on brother.First three days are the hardest avoid continuing binging and try to avoid the all the triggers during them 3 days,day 4 is always easier. And have a list on the wall of all the healthy ways you can think of for beating depression and other negative feelings that might arise.

 

Checking in !

 

How to do sexual transmutation because from what I’ve researched it looks confusing

 

You can do this brother! Your conditions after quarantine will be better and so will be your mental state.
You can regain your inner fire, strengthen it and use it to achieve your goals!

 

Perfectly put.
I have been there myself and it was a dismal, horrible, painful way to be.
I would see women on the street and think of them as porn whores.
My mind would go to obscene, extreme, terrible thoughts and it was causing me a lot of suffering.
I am happy I have progressed so much since then.

 

Thank you friend...

 

Again I cocked it up - literally.
It must be possible to stay in control for 15 days! I'll check in daily, period.

Day 1 finished.

 

Day 15, Elite Warrior!