THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

My friend, I have wonderful news. I met a beautiful girl whom I liked a lot, and I arranged a first date with her. I held her hands a lot and gave her a warm embrace. Then, I told her to take her mask off and I kissed her on the lips. She liked it a lot. You were right good things do come true.

 

Yeah surely u can carry on

 

Day 7 hard fight not because of not fapping just rejection and depression but good news is my associate at work set me up with a
Date!

 

Day 13 Ends
Day 14 Begins

 

Day 38!

 

Day 2.

 

Keep going eagle and I hope you make great progress with your personal criteria as well!

 

Well done Slayer! I'm happy to hear such a warm romantic story!
I hope it goes well for you two

 

Day 15 completed.
I almost failed yesterday, as a combination of two powerful triggers sent me to a P site for a bit.
Luckily I regained mindfulness and left without watching any videos.

Full report in post number 53 here:
https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?t...mmunity-on-my-side.288245/page-3#post-2880424

I'm making a judgement call and keeping my streak. I'll continue on the NO PMO path and prove this choice right.

 

Relapsed after 46 days. Cant believe it. Dont know what to think. Im tired of myself.

 

I also have to say it wasn't worth it if it helps anyone. I just threw away the effort of 45 days in 5 minutes. Don't make the same mistake as I

 

Your personal criteria didn't make you to break the rules of no P M and O so reset your counter back to 147 (to save yourself from trouble of updating your signature everyday) and try to simplify your thinking and your life, because it sounds like you made them over-complicated.

 

You tired of yourself because your thinking is wrong. If you quit PMO it's not for a streak, it is once and for all decision, there is no going back ever. It's like taking a red pill where your new awareness do not allow you to follow the old ways,where old one is like 'amputated part of you body' which is never to be used again. If your thinking is right it doesn't matter what day it is 0 or 10000 for days are only good for tracking your journey through recovery of your body and mind after you eliminated this addiction from your life and to show brothers the benefits and challenges during your way of clean and healthy life.

 

I tell you about benefits that appeared after day 65 for me - It's courage to follow through with your decisions, to speak out your mind, without cowardly overthinking the consequences of what you want to say,no matter the audience 1 or 1000s, it's courage to go to and try out the very limits of your perceived abilities.

 

I made same mistake as you meny times, once relapsed after 49 days second time after 45, those are my longest streaks tho, most of my relapses in past is becouse even if i do a little slip up, for example fantasizing, i felt like i messed up something and then going fully PMO. On this streak i really don`t care if i do fantasizing and i realized, changing my mindset was very helpful, now i feel like i can go even 1000 days ^^

 

Day 35

 

Just one bad day doesn't takes whole of your effort in PMO.
Think of it as a gym.
If you are doing it everyday then a bad day like 3 times double cheese pizza with extra cheese toppings doesn't make your tummy go wild.

Relapse in NoFap is little bad than eating pizza but the healing your body,mind and soul has done in 40+ days won't disappear in a moment. Always remember that.

 

Interesting... My thinking is not so unclear, however. If I have to put a little more work into updating my counter I will do that. Those little clicks and those few key strokes here are there use up way less energy compared to how much I spent in the search for and watching porn in the past. Plus, I do spend a great deal of time writing in my personal journal anyway. Perhaps you are referring to the tedious nature of it. Still, the exchange is worth it in my perspective.

Thanks for your suggestions though!

 

Day 25. Had wet dream yesterday but the discharge was seriously less and wasn't feeling any fatigue. Did more intense gym than yesterday and more job related work also.
A little bit procrastination while preparing for job change.
Let's try for the best.

 

Day 11