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Day 13 ..

 

4 days already full! I was surprised when I saw my counter. Well done pangolin!

Unfortunately right now I'm craving porn. My situation is this: I came back from work late, I prepared a snack, turned on my computer and used my phone to chat with a friend. Now the question is: what do I want to on my computer? Visiting the forum is one good answer but the truth is that my motive is the pmo habit.
I don't have strong cravings, just this tingling sensation and I feel that something in me is waiting for the moment when my fingers type the name of the first pornsite.

Of course that's just my addiction. This is exactly the moment where I would binge on porn on a given day. I know, if I stop thinking, if I just let myself go right now, I would instantly start watching porn. The no-brainer of feeding the addiction.

Luckily I AM AWARE and I know this and at the same time I know what I want: a streak of 15 days (to become an Elite Warrior), a streak of 300 days (because I want to think longterm this time) and finally quitting quitting quitting.

The urge to go the same old road is just an urge. What I do now is to use my prefrontal cortex, I put my craving into perspective, I see the bigger picture, I write it all down (being accountable).
I know what to do now:
1. I need to make a decision: how do I spend this night (other than with pmo)? What will I do and when will I go to bed?
2. I need to have my tool-box ready, and decide when to use which tool

 

Answer:
1. In this situation it would be nice to do something fun, like playing a game or watching a movie before going to bed. But part of my mind is focussed on porn and if I would watch a movie online I'm not sure if I can guarantee that I don't switch to porn at some point. And the only games that come to my mind are porn games.
It's simply the best to log out here and then switch the internet off. After that I can make another tea I can move a little and then decide what to do. I could read for example. Actually I should go to bed soon, even if I don't feel like it.

Ok, I shouldn't stay longer than necessary. I'm glad that I did this though! I'm proud of myself! I made it four days and in 24 hours it will already be five! Three more and I'll be at 8 - which I see as my first milestone - a week later at 15 and so on.
Awesome!
I don't need that shit!

I plan to be back to celebrate eight days, or earlier if needed.
CU guys and STAY STRONG!
DON'T TOUCH YOUR WEINERS

 

Day 1 Attempt 7. Relapsed yesterday, but don't worry. I'll always try again, no matter how many times it'll take.

 

Day 8

 

I relapsed after 67 days too, i got strong justifications for it but i will get there again

 

Hahaha this is funny scene

The more we fight the stronger we become
so i am glad those fools almost killed me

you`ll pay for your part in this, just like Frieza soon will
but i want you to know, i do this
not for my planet
not for my race
but becouse you thought you can make a prince of saiyans a slave to your wind ! ! !

 

Hey...count me in...I am on day 4

 

Day 5

 

Hey thanks brother! I see your streaks get longer and longer over these past months and it is wonderful, man! Let's keep rising!

 

Day 202. Checking in.

Yesterday was a troubling day. Just when you think that you have reached a new height your urges remind you of your struggles. This happens over and over again. I have grown to respond better each time, however. The path you go on is not set in stone. It changes with every action. It branches off in an infinite amount of ways.

 

Checking in!

 

I relapsed today but in a happy way haha

 

DAY 14

 

Day 14!