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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Deleted Account, Mar 11, 2019.
Day 3 checking in after a long time
402 days no PMO, semen retention
Checking in ! Day 136 free of MO. Day 208 free of porn.
Day 30, finally got to Oozaru level, feeling pretty good about that.
Wow that's awesome man.. Congratulations.
Forgot to report yesterday, sorry about that.
Day #3 Checking In
That's right man.
Reject PMO, return to Monke.
day 46 SR
Checking in. Day one again.
My episode of relapsing corresponded with quitting accountability. Although I saw how I got more and more corrupted and thought a little about it, I didn't make the effort to sit down and write about it.
One time I decided to stop relapsing and wrote a short post here, but I still allowed myself to "maybe" return to one specific fantasy/video (and "not more than that"). I was free of urges for most of that day but then I chose that option and watched the specific video again. That resulted in another binge
Now I'm through with this shit and rn I have no serious urges. On the other hand I have to be very careful already bc I recently trained my brain to use porn all the time ...
I think I should write some more text. Not a novel about my addiction but some guidelines. You know, tell myself the reasons again and give myself hope and conviction.
403 days no PMO, semen retention
Well got into club swinging exercises with my other exercises XD
Congrats Billy, I'm so happy to see you reach this milestone!!! Well earned!
Day #4, Checking In
In my dream, I relapsed. Woke up horrified and checked whether I had a wet dream but no, everything's fine.
Having some urges so I'm being cautious.