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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Deleted Account, Mar 11, 2019.
573 days semen retention
Woke up with urges, but I understand the bigger picture and I am going for my goals
Hi just joined here! I'm not a fan of DBZ but this challenges seems to be very good and motivating, so why not training with the rest of super saiyans?
Good luck everyone and we got this!
Need to start again! Day 0 for me.
day 2 check in.Literally talked to the same girl who gave me her number and felt magnetised to me last week in the gym.Went up to her yesterday to say hi literally felt nothing and could feel her not being interested.It's almost like my magnetic effect disappeared from relapsing, did a bit of research and honestly its so crazy others say the exact same.I relapsed myself so I will deal with the consequences, but I know with 100000% certainty there is some sort of invisible effect which cant be explained unless you've experienced it yourself,I used to be sceptical but I've done enough streaks to know now.But its also like the universe throws tests at you and with each passing test your chi becomes stronger.Anyway i'm gonna leave that girl to do her own thing now and focus on my training. if she approaches me to talk then I'll respond kindly, if she doesn't I dont really give a fuck because tbh she is quite hot and cold with me and I cba entertaining that shit.
Keep it up!
The brain will try to trick us into his traps.
I walked past a girl and suddenly walked very strangely insecure, I didn't have that last week before I relapsed.
I know what you mean. When you relapse you lose your mojo.
When on a streak, you become confident and don't care what people think, and are proud to be clean. It's like "Look at me. I have nothing to hide. I don't watch that disgusting porn"
I'm almost oozaru like you
bro I swear to god this happens to me after I relapse too can't even maintain eye contact with people its so weird,After a few days back on streak im fine again, i think its just low confidence maybe or something subconscious because we relapsed.The girl from the gym came up to me today had like a 1/2 min chat then she went to do her workout, she seemed in a better mood but still like I said she's hot and cold so Im just gonna let her do her thing if she comes up and talks to me I'll be friendly but I'm not going out of my way to chase her.
574 days semen retention
yeah it's exactly what hewm said, 2 posts above yours. We lose something after relapse, our confidence, our pride, our core, our everything. It's because of that disgusting porn. We need to stand our ground.
Checking in Saiyans!
Day 308 free of MO day 380 free of Porn.
I have had a very stressful week (my stress tolerance went down a bit this week), with the recurrence and spark of PAWs, my anxiety was a bit higher and I've had some unwanted/unpleasant dreams about people I knew in the past. It filled me with regrets and sadness. I'm looking forward for this bout to end.
Although, there is good in every bad situation. We just need to look for it. So here is some of the good, in the past, (when this mess of withdrawal all started) I would of tried to take a vacation day off work or call in sick (escape) , but I went through my days thus far. I even dealt with certain very challenging situations and still made it through. I've left myself feel, I've actively taken time throughout the day to meditate more to maintain myself. The me of the past would of over analyzed and spiralled my mind into an anxious war. At the very least, all the recurring symptoms i've had this week pale in comparison to what they were at the beginning and they are much weaker than the previous time. I know distraction is not the solution to the way I feel, although it is difficult to do, I am facing this bout as well as I can.
Forgive me for the sloppy writing my friends, I am very tired today.
Thats the reason that I want to quit porn once and for good, to regain my self confidence and not to care what others think about me and also to get rid of my anxiety.
And the most important reason, so one day I will be able to transform into Super Saiyajin!!!
Still fighting the urges that pop in during the morning hours as I do my readings. I know I got it in me to push through
Day 5! Friday is coming!
Today I sit in the lawn for 30 mins, I feel my power recovering.