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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Deleted Account, Mar 11, 2019.
Day 74, home alone today.
Gotta keep busy and not think about P
Day 9 - Low-Class Warrior
Scheduled with a therapist
M is gone for now
I let her go
I feel a deep need for social connection
after being with her
she was such a social creature
I was such a recluse heh
I feel in love thinking of her
maybe it’s best I just
stop talking about her
basically don’t compare though
comparison is the enemy of enlightenment
gonna train insaiyan
read the book attached 100 pages
maybe take me six hours tomorrow?
get nicely dressed and go to
a meet up for cute singles like me wink*
this weekends to recover
Sleep by 10 up by 7
hour for spirituality and grooming
two hours for training and breakfast
ready for work by 1030am
so much more free time now I’m not masturbating or fantasizing haha. I don’t even allow myself to make physical contact in my imagination. I think not talking to anyone in my imagination is a good idea too that’s probably the next step.
no touching. > no talking
I will say this
I’ve gone from 156lbs at ~6”0 to 165lbs
lost two waist sizes and maintained under 10% body fat. I’m doing very well. And I would t have even gotten back into lifting if it wasn’t to try to impress M hehe
may she blessed me and all my z warriors here
Also I like writing I’m so jokes
Support me in my comedy pweeze
I’m so hot prostitutes offer to pay me for sex.
but I’m so pure I turn them to the righteous path with one look
XD ^_^ ^-^
Day 0 whoops let’s go again
I’m eating three large meals a day
no matter what
I’m not cumming
no matter what!
and I’m determined
I know I can do
whatever I put my mind to
also I have regenerative healing factor
call me crazy but
it works best for me so i got it
Also I had a dream of rebound sex with Z. But like enh? I didn’t cum and I liked it so whatever? Still wary of fantasizing tho. <3
Checking in Saiyans!
Day 353 free of MO and day 425 free of porn.
I am starting the year by reinforcing my meditation practice. I still do it daily, but I had become complacent. The goal for January will be: two sessions of 10 minutes, one first thing in the morning and another right after work. On weekends I will add an additional 15 minutes of meditation midday.
I'm also adding a tech free day a week, no screens, no TV/phone/laptop, minus any urgent necessities.
On that note, be wary when setting goals. Have the final goal in mind(remain flexible), also have a break down of many smaller goals that will assist you along the way. Better to set down 1 brick a day and have a solid foundation vs setting 10 bricks a day and your foundation end up being brittle. Set things to your capacity, even a bit easier than that, this is to ensure success and capitalize on compounded momentum .
On another note, the last month has been a rather busy one, lots of ongoing changes with stress attached to them. Urges have arisen more than the month before, but still, I am not going to cave in to them. I've taken the time to remind myself why I am doing this. When urges arose, I reviewed past notes.
@Kingfisher congrats !
55 Days. Very shaky ground for me, but I am marching ahead, slowly and steadily.
A new start
I'm back Z Warriors I'll explain why I was gone for so long later today
The breakup playlist
is a go
threw out the memorabilia of her
and deleted her pics last night
one was the first nude I got from a girl
that was tough to delete hahaha
but I see it as progress like before nofap
no girl ever sent me that stuff
I believe in my heart that retention
is improving my attractiveness
and for sure M helped too by inspiring me
to train and get stylish hot etc
but it was an uncontrolled fire
I was just trying all kinds of things
some were bad for me like martial arts
And swearing and trying out fap again
made me become super angry and
I learned! Hooray
I want a girl who makes me feel calm
not extreme highs and lows
I can go approach at places like
grocery gym coffee museum
I don’t have to hit the bars and deal with
being scared I’m gonna relapse on my
3 years sobriety yermuh ommmm
my abstinence is a precious gift
nofap semen retention is helping me like
have more drive determination physical mental strength productivity healthy boundaries SELF RESPECT! UNh. Bounce back stick tuitiveness confidence self esteem love for myself and others refusal to do things that make me angry or to hate or harm myself or others
I love and respect everyone like my family with compassion never engaging in argument.
may I always do so.
peace out my friends <3