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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Deleted Account, Mar 11, 2019.
Day 1 boys, let’s get this bread.
Reminder - Why am I doing this?
With my P addiction, what I found is that I used to stare creepily at women's body parts in real life. Shockingly it was completely involuntary. It took a while for me to realize how creepy I was. By quitting P, I am finally able to see women eye to eye and talk without getting distracted by their display of cleavage. I also had severe condition of PIED. When I am on long streaks, I see that both problems disappear. When I relapse, both problems come back.
The reason why I was gone so long is because while handing out candy on halloween I had caught Covid which stunk because the next day I was meant to get the vaccination. That took over me for a whole month I got better in November and then had what my doctor called post covid ammonia which made it where I just couldn't catch my breath after all of that now in January I had gotten my toe wedge because it had gotten infected. I getting the shot as soon as I can during all of this I made sure to not give in into my urges to not let anyone of you down whenever I was close to giving up I thought of you guys and how so many of you believed in me I didn't want to let any of you down.
But none of that matters now all that matters is that we beat our urges and become better version of our selves
See you Tomorrow
Thank you for waiting on me Z Warriors !!!
Day 43, intense flatline
It's time for Sayori to go Super Saiyan! (pfp still needs to load lol)
Checking in! Never give up.
I fantasized but
I have decided
I don’t want to fantasize anymore
it’s not healthy for me
and it’s a poor use of my time
I feel bad killing even cockroaches
feel like going vegetarian to spare
anyways idk what????
oh I’m talking to my ex from high school
been 15 years lol
and my friend from grad school
who referred to me as sexy hehe
but I get tired from talking to them
I think it’s my old anxious attachment
gonna kee doing my best to just like
take it easy
Turn off phone at eight
more Buddhist spiritual practice
probably help me sleep after
talking to females
Om mani pad me hum
It might seem impossible. And it's only when everything feels utterly exhausted, that the real magic happens. So keep at it. Especially when you almost ready to give up, is when you have to hold out just a little longer. Keep going especially when the odds are completely stacked up against you, check in and see if you can go just a little further. If you can, then push a bit more.
When the barrier is your mind itself, then put yourself to the lowest success denominator and keep on going. This is one place where quantity trumps quality. And remember that life defies logic. So make up your mind to defy the odds.
Relapsed on Day 58
Now going back to 0
I can defy the odds
Keep trying big guys
and strong girls
we got this fam
Fantasized less not even sex
just remembering briefly
clothed grinding with an ex
imagining a short convo
a lot of negative energy
If that’s my reaction
These hot and cold
highs and lows
love and hate
I don’t want to anger at someone
I want to love everyone
just love S2
Man my ex upped my affirmations
and my everything
thanks for her universe hehe
im the man now