THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Do you have what it takes to become a Super Saiyan?


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Day 0

I relapsed.

And you always feel so bad about it. Like a total failure.

But i know why i did it, and how to change my behavior in situations like that to stay on track.
One of the things i have realised is that i need to go look at my lidt with all the reasons why i have to go through the pain. All the reasons nofap i worth it.
I hope and think this will give some added clarity in the critical moment.
Also other thing like always having a plan of what to do, so i donkt have to think about that and get tempted.

So i dont despair too much.

Although, when i know how much staying clean means to me, and how pmo is hurting me, but i still relapse, i do wonder if staying clean is even possible.
But it is. I know it. Many have done it. But once, they also struggled, just like us.

Our streaks will become longer and longer. The urges weaker and weaker, and fewer and fewer.
But its not that we will never have urges. They will always be there. There is no such thing as breaking free. Our porn addiction will always be a part of us. We cant pretend that it one day wont be.

But we can stop it from hindering us in living our lives.
We can stop it, and start living.
 
Day 45!

I am now a:
Day 45 - Super Saiyan
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You have awakened the legendary warrior within you.
 
Checking in Saiyan's!

10 Day Free of PMO

Stressful but productive day, I have to detach myself from certain things that I cannot fix. I try to fix many things at work, those of which are out of my control.

Keep training!

@Against_the_demon_in_myself and @DRAGON_ Thank you brothers, it's a difficult process to completely disconnect from comparison but I believe it is key in mental resilience.

@Ūruz Congrats on ascending brother!
 
I've just relapsed ..

return to day 0
I was at day 41 just one week ago

At least I've identified the main cause of all my relapse, it's related to my height problem (5'8, 172cm)
every time I see a tweet of women telling man under 6' are sub-men or manlet, I read the comment etc

and seeing all those women telling they hate us (short men) make me feel depressed so I finish telling myself I will never marry etc and relapse ...

that just happened now, I feel like a complete shit now

dudes, when I was at day 41 I felt healthy, now I feel totally cringe and creepy
 
I've just relapsed ..

return to day 0
I was at day 41 just one week ago

At least I've identified the main cause of all my relapse, it's related to my height problem (5'8, 172cm)
every time I see a tweet of women telling man under 6' are sub-men or manlet, I read the comment etc

and seeing all those women telling they hate us (short men) make me feel depressed so I finish telling myself I will never marry etc and relapse ...

that just happened now, I feel like a complete shit now

dudes, when I was at day 41 I felt healthy, now I feel totally cringe and creepy
OK man I need to ask because this is the second time you mention it. Do you live in Sweden, the Netherlands or any of these countries where people are giants? I am 171cm, and I don't feel short in any way. There are guys taller and shorter, and most of the women are shorter. (Spain) If these women reject you by your height, they lose it. They are not for you, you are too much for them.

All this situation is only one thing. Self-esteem. Love yourself, and don't let them make you feel less. You are a valuable person and deserve a good woman. Simply look for them in another place.

And I put the example of the country only to tell you that everything is relative. In the Philippines, the average man is 160cm and a woman is 150cm.

Even in basketball, you can see very good players of 170cm in height. (List of shortest players in National Basketball Association history - Wikipedia)

Keep walking
 
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