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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Invincible Under The Sun, Mar 11, 2019.
Day 4 , going good
Chack in day 43! The Chi in me is rising
I'll be Super Saiyan 3 in just 10 days. I've been working out more frequently with a group of guys that start the workout at 5:30 in the morning. Making progress and training hard; feels good!
Not this day!
This day we fight!
I have to count from 0 since today i have relapsed, 3 times ;(
Yeah i know it's not easy to escape, but want to do NoFap for 100 Days and recover my brain and life. And i will try to understand where and how i can relapse and avoid at all. Today i was searching(too much) some excuse and find out something: try to watch porn and close tabs so your brain think that by watching porn you don't have dopamine relapse so next times it will not try to think about porn. Maybe for someone else could work, but i saw not for me, so bad advice ;(
For the searching stuff, i remove all links and video in my playlist with NoFap topic, except this forum off course.
So today 10/03/2020 i start again and LAST TIME to do the NoFap and avoid PMO(everything, Porn, Masturbating and Orgasming) for the next 100 days. I will focus on every week so it's not so hard to look at 100, but at 7 every week.
As i saw in another post, once a man said: "I didn't failed. I just find out another 10000 ways that don't work!"(or something like this), so i can say the same for me: i have failed? just think like "I saw (n° times i relapsed) that i am really addicted and have a problem. So it's time to solve it!"
From today is Day 0, so tomorrow will be 1 since no PMO(i count a day gone before i go to sleep, so it's 11:00pm).
Stumbled on a song called "Third day of a seven day binge" by Marilyn Manson today.
Although I have no idea what the lyrics suppose to mean, I like these lines:
I just feel like I'm condemned to wear someone else's hell
Rather be your victim, than be with you
Fuck! Another day 1. Another day in tears.
Day 18 check in
GUYS, I'M BACK!
Sorry i made a stupid decision to leave but i made it in time to reactivate my account. I still feel there is more to give around here.
i'll stay a bit more. Let's go!
Its okay , I have been there. take you time and try to distract urself doing something else when you have that thought of watching porn. An ideal mind is devil's workshop
DAY 5 , pretty idle. i keep having that thoughts of watching but I'm fighting it. Let's do this shit and become the super saiyan
checking in lets tear up the day and accomplish our goals.
Abit urgey today. But Resetted Counter and going to work, which i feel i need. Got in a bit of gaming time which tbh i havent done much of at all the last 3 months, Coincidental im heading back to Tomb Raider 1, fitting since its the first day again, so kind of a new beginning ?
Oh well, Have a Good Wednesday :3
Day 30! Finally! I'm starting to rise back to the top! I haven't reached day 30 since the month of November! Let's hope I can keep pushing through!
No more being needy! No more being insecure! No more being desperate! No more being clingy! No more being a wimp! No more being irresponsible! No more being emotionally weak! No more depression! No more anxiety! No more suicidal thoughts!
I'm done with all that shit! It's time that I become the man that my ex wanted me to be and win her back!
Great stuff Bro!
So, when will I be on the list of the Oozaro?
Update your signature aswell if possible!