I am on my 21Day streak, even though I had many wet dreams during nofap. At the very beginning of my journey of Self-imporvment, I got introduced to "Game" by the Real Social Dynamic community from YouTube. (RSD) I WAS very glad and RSD taught me one important things, such as developing my body language, and having a positive mindset. Which to be honest, it really drastically changed my social life when I met new people at the university. ( I am 18 years old, and I have traveled off to a different country, so I started a new life with a better version of myself) Unfortunately, maintaining what RSD taught me didn't last for long, just when my first semester finished and saw my exams results which it was 2.5 GPA out of 4.0 I had some really ruff time with my parents, basically I've been doubted to take care of myself and etc. However, I lost my desire of socialising anymore, and even try taking care of myself enough. I was still into self improvement, but I was just depressed. 0 motivation of doing anything, and just hoping that the end comes ASAP because nothing in life matters anyway. Whateven worse, that I also found about Redpill of what attracts the women by FaceandLMS LINK (Only if you are strong enough) : I've watched his whole series about the Redpill And how they view the woman nature like & to be honest I just really hated women after then. It just intiate into self hate and made me view women in a different point of view. But however thanks God for the Redpill awareness. I even started to hate women more when I seen MGTOW videos stories stories from a YouTube channel called "Sandman" Some example of sandman videos :- LINK : I must say, I am glad to discover MGTOW and Redpill. Even though it changed my whole view about women. "That women mainly care about the looks" But let's be honest, we all do. That would never bothered me if I was attractive an man. But oh boy, I definitely see that in looks... I have no chance! I already got a receding hairline, could be genetics? But I don't think so, I don't think at age of 18 and I already started to bald.. must be the depression, the stress and the lack of caring anymore.. even worse I fap my days off ever since I was 10 years old! FUCK ME. I AM SUCH AN idiot. However now I am trying to improve at my best now. I can't allow all the stupid little shit about my life terminate me. I started doing nofap, and I slowly find myself getting better, I decided to do calithenics at day 19 for the sake to be strong and hopefully restore my shit receding hairline. Thanks to nofap it made me commit one thing to view women as a human being & not as a satisfaction tool. Which right now, I am really confused & I want to get women and be good with them, but I don't know how to.. I see so many beautiful women on the street, and I can't do shit. I find "cold approaching" is some sort of harassment.. Like what's the point to stop a beautiful girl on the street just to tell her that she's beautiful? Could be there a better way that just give me a reason to get to know a girl on street without picking her up like that? Or maybe after all, I just don't have enough balls to approach her anyway.