THE VIKING CHALLENGE | 90 days / 3 years | (OPEN)

day 60- commander

 

Day 6. Checking in

 

day 61- viking commander

 

day 62- commander

 

Day 8. Checking in

 

day 63- commander

 

day 64- viking commander

 

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day 65- commander

 

day 66- commander

 

day 67- commander

 

Day 13. Checking in

 

I'm glad that I am getting ahead. I keep encouraging myself that it is time to quit the virtual world and focus on reality. Have a lady instead of some pixels. I can remember still remember my first sexual encounter, when I was nine, although no one around knows they all think I am still a virgin. But in high school I had a low self-esteem so I started finding it difficult to have a conversation with girls, although close to the end of high school I was already getting over it. But around that time I saw my school mates watch porn but I didn't have a smart phone then. Later, when I became sixteen I got a smart phone and wanted to know my mates enjoyed in porn, because since I was a kid I have been told that porn is bad and it corrupts the mind. I google some site that I heard them talk about, and that was when it started. I couldn't get enough. I wanted more. Although I might stop for months, maybe two or three, but still go back. Later to daily. But now I want to get better. For myself and not for the girls or anyone. Because I believe when I become a better version of myself, other things will follow. I will be twenty by November, and I have told myself I don't want to carry this addiction into adulthood, but let it end with my teenage days. Although some days the urge to watch porn, to fap is crazy, but I keep trying my best and telling myself to treat every day as the best. I don't want to come back here and post day 1 again.


To better days...

 

Day 14. Checking in

 

good job, i am right behind you. i have a very stable streak running. my discipline is through the roof.

 

day 68- viking commander

 

Relapsed just now, am starting again.
Day 1. Checking in

 

day 70- commander

 

day 71- commander