The way porn makes you view sex and women

I have been 10 days straight off no porn and no masturbation, and one thing I've noticed about not beating it or watching porn was how different real sexual relations with an actual human being is so different from porn. Porn takes sex and turns it into material for your wildest dreams to run wild. But, if you have an addictive personality, you get sucked into this false view of sex and it completely clouds your mind and every day it seems that I am reminded subconsciously of a certain video I have watched, and when you can look it in a way that isn't sexual, you realize that sex is so much more than visuals. When you are with another person, and to feel them physically, to hear them, to just get your dick hard is completely warped by the way you've been trained to view women (or whoever you may be doing it with) because of porn. And after having some mind-blowingly good sex today, I think I've finally realized that I will never watch porn ever again. Real women are so much better, so much more real and the imperfections of a womens body, that you might've once been turned off by or surprised by because of the way porn warped your mind, finally become beautiful to you. It is amazing to me how staunch the differences between reality and porn are. All I will say here is that after multiple relapses after decent streaks, this streak will finally be the one I will be free of this demon. And I wish everyone who decides to read this good luck in their fight against porn.

 

it's definitely not easy, but i'd rather struggle then give into my addiction