The Week of Hell

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Negm

Fapstronaut
This is my first challenge ever in this site, I'm excited about It , As you know the first week after a relapse is the hardest week ever where all the thought cross your mind and your memory is super strong and you can remember every detail of porn scenes you've seen, I quite skeptical as I've done a lot of reboots through my life (I'm 18 btw). So I hope I'll come here daily and try to write about It.
*My Motivations for the week:
-Joining this new site
-I have this big Exam next Friday so I wanna be occupied
-Relieving my sexual tension by writing daily throughout the week
-I've joined this new challenge to get to level 1 to climb my Everest
Wish me Luck
 
Are you going for hard mode?

I found that the second week was a lot more difficult than the first week. It got easier after three weeks passed.

Writing may help, but I strongly encourage you to do physical exercise. Work those muscles and joints.
 
ReturnToGlory said:
Are you going for hard mode?

I found that the second week was a lot more difficult than the first week. It got easier after three weeks passed.

Writing may help, but I strongly encourage you to do physical exercise. Work those muscles and joints.
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Maybe the first two days after a relapse are easy, but the rest is your body cringing to get porn back into your system as it sees that normal life has no pleasures that could even come close to that specific pleasure.
Thanks for your advice about sports. I'm going to run every day for about 4 km . I hope it works
 
Day 1
I think the most challenging part about this day is waking up. I didn't have school or anything specific to do . so i could sleep as long as i wanted, but on opening my eyes I got that blood rush to that certain part of my body that just urges you to do it and that just to touch it for a few seconds. I kinda resisted it and got out of bed to my day. I tried to stay away from the computer by filling my time with studying but one's got to rest, I usually eat while watching something on youtube like entertainment and other stuff. But as I was checking my facebook I found a girl's profile with provocative clothing but luckily II had set my computer to shut down after logging in by an hour so I was lucky . I admit that I'm not that strong and don't have that will power, but I just hope that I can get stronger
 
I O'd today. I'm rally angry with myself as The moment I started to feel better and do some changes with my life I lost again. I think I'll try to close all the unuseful sites that trigger me to do It. I need a thing to do while eating on the computer during meals.
 
Negm said:
I O'd today. I'm rally angry with myself as The moment I started to feel better and do some changes with my life I lost again. I think I'll try to close all the unuseful sites that trigger me to do It. I need a thing to do while eating on the computer during meals.
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That is a good idea. Keep trying. Don't give up. You will keep trying until eventually you succeed.

Make changes toward success. It is a process. You may find you need to take many steps before you get there.
 
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