Things are looking up?

It's been about three days since I started a new streak. I have no desire for Pornography today. I'm getting more excited about other things in life as well.

This year has been really difficult since I was put in the hospital and could of had the virus even? I'm not even sure..

These last few months have honestly put in a dark place. I was quarantined for a month which made it worse and when I got back to work. My habit persisted threw out my days especially in the afternoons around 2PM-3PM the gutter hours. My interactions with woman had shot down threw the roof. I'm still in no rush at all to talk to a woman or get to know them. I want to at my job but I feel no spark like I used to.

Not sure if I'll get over this uneasiness soon. But it has been 3 days since my last view of Porn. I believe I will recover from how this year has been. I want to have a wonderful good streak. Life seems like a mess right now as I'm behind in bills and etc.

I just want to thank the nofap forums and the success stories I have been reading to keep me motivated. Hopefully and I'm praying that this will be one of those good streaks.