It's been really hard for me to re-do NoFap last few weeks. Porn doesn't feel compulsive, it's just become a part of my 'I wanna do this' things. Like some of my sexual relationships with people have revolved around it, and it sorta integrated into my sexual character. Anyway, being back on this site, I've noticed the husband/wife spouse people and how the husbands will give the wife all his passwords and control over his accounts and such. Thinking about that almost made me feel more motivated. Like having a woman to kinda act as a mentor, if you will. Like those philosophy women on youtube. Anyway, I know some of you might react to this thinking I want a relationship of some kind "oh having other women tell you about their masturbation turns you on", No it doesn't. I'm actually quite calm when they talk about that stuff. I guess one relationship I had where we did mutual masturbation every night for quite a while kinda got that obession out of my system. I just see female masturbation for what it is: Masturbation. Having a woman, or a man, anyone, tell me about how they want to quit this dark act and change themselves for the better has always been motivating to me. Anyway, just my thoughts. Maybe I need a female accountability partner, maybe that'll help motivate me more.