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To avoid misconceptions, I'm not suicidal and I'm not insecure.I love life with all of the flaws, even if I'm going trough hard times there's always something to learn from.I think that this text might be a bit bumfuzzled and disorganized, because I want to write my thoughts spontaneous down.Im also not that good at english, some words might be out of place.
So I noticed that I feel harmony with life and myself when I think about death.Not dieing, death itself.It all makes sense in a weird way.Death is the boon and bane of life, or is it even a part of it?Or is it a new chapter?I started thinking about this because one user asked if one believes in an afterlife.I don't think that there's an afterlife, I never thought about it since I was a child.But back than I was a devout christian and sometimes I thought that it doesn't matter what we do in our world because we will happy in the afterlife anyway.Know I think different, even if an afterlife exists where anybody is happy and everything is fine (which would be quite boring sometimes if you ask me), I even want to explore the world with the opportunities that I have.I really respect my mother, she never fears the death.I apprehend the dieing process, but I am pretty courious about the afterlife.Its just so beautiful and horrible at the same time, wether we life a good or bad life (but who assesses that?) we will all die, it just makes so much sense!It's the guiding thread trough the history of mankind, it connects generations thousands of years ago and us!That's so amazing if I think about it.The time we have on earth is a gift.And even if we struggle with corporal and mental pain, we can make the best out of it.Let's emphasise this with an example:Stephen Hawkings, diagnosed with ALS in the age of 21 years, he just started his scholastics.But the turned the disadvantage into a signature feature, he still got kids, woman and success in science.There were many men and woman in the history of mankind who were powerful and influential, but there were also dead losses and blighters.Thats the thing that fascinates me the most, wether you had an amazing or a awful life, as I said many times before, we will all die.And that's so oddly satisfying.
I think we often forgot to think about questions like that, in times where distractions are all arround you.I also think that the lack of masturbation and lust can lead to philosophical thoughts like these, so it isn't even that off-topic.What do you think of the topic?Do you feel uncomfortable if you think about death or not?
So I noticed that I feel harmony with life and myself when I think about death.Not dieing, death itself.It all makes sense in a weird way.Death is the boon and bane of life, or is it even a part of it?Or is it a new chapter?I started thinking about this because one user asked if one believes in an afterlife.I don't think that there's an afterlife, I never thought about it since I was a child.But back than I was a devout christian and sometimes I thought that it doesn't matter what we do in our world because we will happy in the afterlife anyway.Know I think different, even if an afterlife exists where anybody is happy and everything is fine (which would be quite boring sometimes if you ask me), I even want to explore the world with the opportunities that I have.I really respect my mother, she never fears the death.I apprehend the dieing process, but I am pretty courious about the afterlife.Its just so beautiful and horrible at the same time, wether we life a good or bad life (but who assesses that?) we will all die, it just makes so much sense!It's the guiding thread trough the history of mankind, it connects generations thousands of years ago and us!That's so amazing if I think about it.The time we have on earth is a gift.And even if we struggle with corporal and mental pain, we can make the best out of it.Let's emphasise this with an example:Stephen Hawkings, diagnosed with ALS in the age of 21 years, he just started his scholastics.But the turned the disadvantage into a signature feature, he still got kids, woman and success in science.There were many men and woman in the history of mankind who were powerful and influential, but there were also dead losses and blighters.Thats the thing that fascinates me the most, wether you had an amazing or a awful life, as I said many times before, we will all die.And that's so oddly satisfying.
I think we often forgot to think about questions like that, in times where distractions are all arround you.I also think that the lack of masturbation and lust can lead to philosophical thoughts like these, so it isn't even that off-topic.What do you think of the topic?Do you feel uncomfortable if you think about death or not?