Hello ppl. I'm new to this site and hopefully it will help me to stop my porn addiction and masterbation issues. I've started watching porn related images and contents at 11yrs old (I know I know, suuuuper bad), funny how my first try was from curiosity, using some shampoo in the shower and using both hands to do the "move". That ended up badddd, I felt the orgasm yet nothing came out cuz screw it I was just a dumb immature not fully developed child (and my d hurt like hell cuz of the shampoo, of course). P.S: Wow it feels weird sharing my never-told fapping experience, a little discomfort... Continue: So that's how this stupid addiction started. I've tried to stop it multiple times, the first try was like two month after I started masterbating, in which I stopped fapping for exactly ONE YEAR. Then young stupid kid decided to give himself some reward by masterbating again and thought he fully controlled his sexual desire. After then I CANT stop it again. (Tried couple other times but all failed in less than a month) Now I'm in my first year university, and like 30 minutes ago I visited a porn site and masterbated again... (That's why I name the title to be a sad intro.) IT REALLY FEELS BAD! What's scary was that I have to obey to my own body's sexual desire and have no control over it... My current typical fapping frequency is bet. every 3-4 days, and I JUST WANT TO STOP THIS BAAAAD HABIT/ADDICTION.