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This is me right now

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by RealLifeGamer, Apr 6, 2016.

  1. RealLifeGamer

    RealLifeGamer Fapstronaut

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    "Damn I really want to get off, just once. I have already done it so often."

    I feel the heat, I feel the blood rush to my brain, my heart pulsates throughout my brain. It´s telling me to give in, that´s it´s nature´s way, that it´s normal and just.

    But guess what brain, you can go home, I made it a RULE no matter what, to not PMO.
    I don´t need an excuse, I don´t need a reason or justification to do it. I will follow my RULES no matter what, because I respect myself.

    But for real, it´s 2 days now and right this moment the urges want to kill me. But I will not let them. I would rather feel the uncomfortable feelings and the depression than give in, ever again.
     
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  2. Awakening123

    Awakening123 Fapstronaut

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    Go out for a walk, take a drive to a store (if you drive), listen to music, stay away from internet, distraction helps rather than fighting/ Fighting at home will only make the urges stronger. Just a heads up.

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  3. kk76

    kk76 Fapstronaut

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    I like your dedication @RealLifeGamer to what you are trying to do.

    Do not give in
     
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  4. Great attitude. Most everything in life is a battlefield of the mind and you have to approach it that way. I always envision being in combat and being determined to win, no matter what. Keep fighting!!!!
     
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