This is why I am never going back to porn again.

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  1. Anurag12

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    Hello Guys,
    Finally it feels awesome to b here sharing my thoughts on my own life during Porn addiction and after quitting Porn.
    I was caught up by porn at an early age when I was 14 years old, It was all fun watching Porn and slowly started Masturbating to it, it was very rare like flapping once a week but slowly time passed I started flapping twice a day. At that point of life I was not so much mature about this Porn Addiction and Masturbation effects I am going to face in my future which were Anxiety, Lack of focus on anything but watching hot butts and tits, etc., Depression, Social Anxiety, Slow Mental growth and many other health issues, at some point earlier I thought I am ruining myself but someone told me that Masturbation is healthy and we have got hands to Masturbate but I started realizing that I was actually loosing my Body's vital energy.
    Those people who say masturbation is healthy, there r the most stupid creature this world. Its not healthy at all and those who never masturbated are now at greater point of their life.
    Masturbation is like a drug which when started in Moderation leads to addiction and person slowly becomes slave to its urges and temptation. Very few people have guts to keep it in Moderation, most of them slowly become addicted at some point their life. My story is exactly the same, I thought I would leave Porn whenever I am ready but it actually changes the chemistry of our brain and makes us its slave.
    Here comes Nofap, Its never too late.
    Like other I started taking challenges of my own to stay away from porn and today I completed 100 days without PMO hardmode with only one relapse on my very 1st attempt. During Nofap people start realizing and feel guilty the reason is the change NO PMO brings to our brain makes us realize that this life whether going through hell from withdrawal is much better than when we use to fap. Although I still feel depressed little bit but not feeling guilty at all which I used to feel when I watched and ejaculated in front of a screen.
    Let me tell you all, Hell is the only way which one day lead you to Heaven as well, I feel uncompleted without Porn, and it seems something is missing from my life but still happy that I am now clean and now I have started creating a strong bond with God who is helping me constantly through these creepy moments.
    It was hell of a withdrawal with ever faced Anxiety and Horrible Panic Attacks and I thought I might die but as you progress slowly you will see as if your life has changed and you will feel different than before.
    Believe me buddies those who r going through struggle, Let me tell you there is a better life waiting for you and better everything.
    Just keep praying God each Day and say sorry and ask for strength to move on with your life with this PMO shit.
    My perception towards girls/womens have changed.
    Benefits :
    More Confidence
    Better Concentration
    Less Anxiety (Improves if done Meditation)
    Walking Everyday
    Started Eating healthy
    Muscles Growth
    Thick Hair
    Better Sleep ( As if I never slept before)
    Glowing Skin
    Improved Hygiene
    Less Caffeine Intake
    Better concentration on studies.
    Daily Routine and strict schedule
    Not much bother regarding females
    Saving so much time which were being wasted while searching best Porn to fap with.
    There r many more.
    The best thing is comes responsibilities and started seeing life in a healthy way.

    Final Words : Leave this porn and feel the power. There is a much better life waiting for each of us, Everything will seem brighter like never before.
    Always Stay Strong Guys,
    This Message is specifically for those who r still struggling with urges and difficulties.
    Hell much better than Porn.
    All the best.
    Lets make it.
    Beat this Hell out of your life.
    Good Luck.
     
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  2. SkyFallBack

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    Very well written. Good summary and may you find peace!
     
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  3. TheFlash123

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    Good piece of advice..
    Thanks for sharing :)
     
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  4. Menace

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    Thanks bro....
     
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  6. John Msun

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    Thanks for the advice brother man
     
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  7. Former_CD

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    Congratulations and good work! Keep it up.
     
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  8. notdoingthagain

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    Great, agree with those who says masturbating is healthy are stupid.
     
  9. hope4now

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    Thanks for sharing the positive encouragement and experience. Best to you.
     
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  10. hope4now

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    Greatly written, it is great insight and positive. I am going into 16 and shame with guilt and regret are surfacing. Lots of prayers. I am sick but on right meds as in going without pmo as the first med and prayer,meditation, spiritual discipline and connection. I need help with humility receiving.
     
  11. Anurag12

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    Don't loose hope bro!! I bet after initial stage of recovery you would surely start realizing many improvements, During withdrawal stage I thought I can't leave porn forever but I did it, it was a horrible withdrawal experience but well worth it.
    Always remember there is a way better life beyond this.
    God will help you out. Just keep faith in him.
    I wish u all d best.
     
  12. Committed to be man

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    Very inspiring. Very inspiring. The whole journal is also reflects my own experiences. M is healthy, is the biggest lie in the world. Hope for the best 2 u. I am not sure about the withdrawal signs for me. As I always in my life experience worthless, unwanted,anxious, impaired cognition , after Nofap for last 11 days I still experiencing the same but somewhat lesser extent. As for the withdrawal signs I am still confused
     
  13. And when I see all those "health " articles writing about how good and healthy M is...
    All those "benefits", giving a feeling of security to those that do it.
    This is not cool, the media and such actually pushing people to practice M.
    I wish more people wake up! They are living a huge lie that, with time will affect their lives pretty significantly.
     
  14. Anurag12

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    Bro!! Don't be confused just focus on nofap and replace it with other healthy activities. You will start feeling all of your those emotions once again just be patient and stay strong, I did the same thing.
    All d best
    Wish u get better day by day.
     
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    Brother!! Its true that Masturbation done twice or thrice in a month is healthy but you know there r very less people in the world having strength to keep that same because of power ful sex drive and Dopamine many become slave and addicted thats why addiction r powerful thing. If u start masturbating and you say you do it rarely then thats almost impossible because porn is so tempting that it pulls you slowly slowly and that masturbation increase to 2 times or 3 times a day which is addiction so better stay away from Masturbation.
     
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  16. And that's why its unhealthy.
     
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  17. Akaikenga

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    Thank you so much for this post. To say that masturbation and porn have ruined my marriage is not an understatement. I now have a Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction when I am with my wife. She has really suffered because of this and our marriage has become a terrible experience.

    I have tried to stop many times but keep relapsing. I am happy to discover NoFAP and I am now embarking on my 100 day journey. I will be accountable to you guys and I am encouraged by all your sharing.

    God willing, I will break free from this shackles.
     
  18. Anurag12

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    That's my hero!! Well done, keep it up, you will find peace soon. Porn is bad.
    Atleast do it for your wife, I am doing it for my Sexy gf
    All d best.
     
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  19. Mayhem_8116

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    Well done bro! But you didn't mention how long you have quitted PMO! I wanna know how much I should wait to see PMO's effects fade.
     
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    Well done, thanks for sharing!
     
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