im told that isolating is bad. I get that. Isolating too much was what opened my eyes to an issue... this issue, but being around people is bad as well. Who wants to fight with themselves like this? Id like to find someone to be with so when I do all these like relax away from the stressed of the public or private things that its not isolating. There are other reasons id want them around, but I just feel so tired. Im trying to woory about myself since that seems to be the problem. Moving didnt help. Who has the patience to ‘people’ these days. I feel the only people that would be really considerate of others are people with their own battles and would I really be what they need in their lives. Do I really need to think of myself so much that I allow the burden of myself to fall onto another? A person I would hope to grow with and love?