Fuck, man when I saw this it struck me. I know I am a solitary type (with females atleast), but this Section's name really acted as a reminder of what I am. It's like I'm further labeling myself and it's like it will be written in stone forever "Loneliness". I know it's not true and that everyone is a subject of change but it's how it felt. I am disappointed in society that suck sections and forums need to exist and i'm even more disappointed simply by the fact that I'm part in something I should really not be in the first place. It's like humanity is going to shit and no one gives a fuck and there we go down with it. Very very cynical view but years of solitude does that to a man, we just live together and die alone and while we live it's in quiet desperation. I could be more active to pursuing a woman, not that getting even the right woman will make me happy, no no i do not believe that It'll just be a bonus, feel better you know? But it's fucking fear man, I'm just too afraid and I'm stuck in this rut making excuses not doing anything and it eats me up inside it really does. I have this great vision of myself which hypes me up but when I get back to reality I just cringe and continue my pity existence. My greatest fear is that I will live out my life as an old man filled with regret up to my last breath when death takes me. And yet I won't budge in some areas like being committed to finding a fruitful relationship with a woman... stuck in a rut, fearing change not knowing that it will happen. But we really do need to find alone time and face ourselves if I can be ok with myself while being alone I think I'll really be "happy". Really been meditating some recent days and I have moments of nirvana but then insecurities fears and monkey mind strike. So it has come to this, broken damaged individuals posting in cyberspace about their miserable lives.