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Those who escalated to transgendered person porn, how long did you struggle with it and are you clean of it

Discussion in 'Compulsive Sexual Behavior' started by Deleted Account, Nov 24, 2019.

  1. I've been watching this on and off, and it's something I want to drop like a bad habit . But when you get urges to watch anything regular porn doesn't do it anymore , it did for many many years and then it killed my libido.
    I'm still attracted to women , but porn itself I've seen it million times and have never done NoFap .

    So I escalated , it's fucked up and I need to get some self control.
    And see it as I'm stopping porn all together

    It's only.been a few months and it's literally just a porn thing , I don't have any transitional interests into real life , but that said it's not something I want to keep watching as it always brings on Shame disgust and the knowledge that Ive watched so much porn I'm on to this yet I'm struggling to stop .

    Did you eventually stop how difficult was it and did abstaining from porn remove any interest .

    Does anyone actually understand
    What this type of porn is if your straight not even bi .
     
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  2. Peiskos

    Peiskos Fapstronaut

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    You’re being conditioned to the thought and idea of transgendered person porn, when you look at a transgendered person you aren’t really attracted to that image are you? No you’ve been warped and are now attracted to the weirdness of it, how bold and odd it all is, that’s what happens with porn addiction, soon the vanilla stuff doesn’t get you high anymore, and like a drug you seek out the harder and weirder stuff to capture that same high...you aren’t even attracted to that but porn has made you think you are, this is the danger of porn.

    It was the same with me and femdom, I was conditioning myself to get hard to the actions of what was taking place instead of something so simple and normal of being atttacted to something so vanilla of just being attracted to a beautiful woman in lingerie or something.

    Porn twists your views and taste, it perverts everything and can cause lasting damage. You need to see it for what it is, a harmful drug no different from any street drug that is altering your brain for the worse.

    Your only hope is to cut it all out cold turkey, stop looking at everything period, stop touching your dick expect for bathing and peeing. In time, could be a year or more, but your brain and sexual tastes will return and reset to factory settings so to speak. This is the process of recovery.

    Pick up a book, immerse yourself in it, anything to take up the time you’d usually be looking at that garbage.
     
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  3. parad0x

    parad0x Fapstronaut

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    I'm nearly 100 days free of watching this garbage. I can feel my brain rewiring slowly but surely. The same way it wired for that shit when j was watching it.

    The last 100 days have been Rocky but worth it.
     
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