Thought I was "too good for this"

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by future_ex_coomer, Jan 5, 2020.

  1. future_ex_coomer

    future_ex_coomer New Fapstronaut

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    For at least a few years I've vaguely wanted to masturbate less--but it didn't occur to me how gone I was until I REALLY tried to quit late last year. After many attempts I've never made it more than 3 weeks and change. So this post is me officially admitting I have a problem, and asking for help.

    I don't like being addicted to porn. I'm signing away my freedom to my base appetites, pulled around stupidly like a lower animal. I'm burning away my finite lifetime like a crack-rock. Not only that, but I'm wasting my life during a pivotal time, when I need to be more disciplined than ever. It's shameful to think I've spent more time masturbating than I have on my highest-held ambitions.

    Porn makes me stupider when I need all of my intelligence. It makes me emptier when I need all of my spiritual fire. I don't REALLY want base pleasure--I hold it in contempt. I want to respect myself, I want to love and be worthy of love, I want to have a meaningful life.

    Thank you for reading. I wish you strength on your own journey. See you on day 90.
     
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  2. SoupBoyII

    SoupBoyII Fapstronaut

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    welcome brother,

    its great hearing that youve come to this conclussion, its important to build habbits to fight the Addiction.

    Keep yourself busy, if you feel a Urge just do a activity that you like, make that a habbit.

    God bless you.
     
  3. Tempus Fugit

    Tempus Fugit Fapstronaut

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    I believe that pride can trap is in a cycle of porn addiction. Personally, it was only when I humbled myself, admitted my problem, and asked for help that things began to get better.

    Admitting your problem is a kick in the pants, but it’s the first step to a better future. Stay strong.
     

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