I have been on the Nofap journey on and off for the past 5 years of my life. When I started off with fapping I was a kid who was around 14 years old who found so much pleasure in fapping and pornography.It was such an addictive behaviour for me that I constantly looked forward to it every single day when I was at school and it would probably be the first thing that I always did when I got back home. After breaking multiple streaks over these past 5 years last year I took a firm resolve to abstain because I realised I had lost so much of my life to a shitty behaviour. I'm literally 6 days away from hitting the ONE YEAR MARK .But recently over these 2 weeks my mind seems to be have been taken over by some kind of lust filled demon that constantly pours so much thoughts and urges regarding porn, making me thinking of weird and infact aggressive titles to type in Google to watch porn. I know that if I go back I'm going to be absolutely finished because I can see the light at the end of the tunnel and I loved my life over the past 11 months. I really don't know as to what is going on with my mind throwing up so many exaggerated urges . I am unable to focus sometimes and my mind tells me that maybe relapsing is the best idea so that I can just get on with my work. I'm at a point in my life where I am making something out of myself and I'm proud of myself. I am not willing to give it up for 5 seconds of percieved pleasure. The reasoning behind me posting this huge paragraph ( or essay if you like ) is because I want to know if people have had this phase and how have they overcome it because despite me getting through everyday I really would appreciate advice on what is currently happening and what steps I should take since I feel that this urge filled phase of my life is eating at my social life since I can't seem to talk at all even with my closest friends and I just feel like breaking down.