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Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Deleted Account, Feb 14, 2021.

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  1. @Valentius you're good. You're nothing he says you are. I'm not sure about Christians actual default mode is angry but I definitely think you're on the right side of things here. You do you. You be you. You believe what you want to believe. I'm not sure if you still have that folder or not but I hope you get rid of it.
    Peace.
     
  2. Most of the time people start attacking and judging me is when they don't have the manners to stay polite. Or they have a lack of knowledge.
    I really don't know why you started judging me as I was answering on somebody elses post.
    You started judging me and now blaming mé? Yeah, that's the way for you boy!

    I feel perfectly fine with the things God has revealed to me in my life.
    I also feel perfectly fine if you don't believe that or don't agree with me.
    You seem to have a problem with me calling God my father.
    You are the one with the problem, not me.

    But that never can be a reason for me to start judging others. But you did.

    I wish you good luck on your path in life man.
    In the end we all will see who Jesus really is ;)

    One little detail: YOU are the one who is angry and judgmental here ;)
     
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  3. gertyfass123

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    Nah dude, drop the facade, you're literally seething. IMHO for what's worth there might even be more facets of the same being, so no way of believing in it is actually wrong, just different.

    But what you did here was being very aggressive and judgemental, and honestly, nobody needs religious crusades here. If your god is helping you in your path, content yourself of its light, and use the energy you have to go forward, instead of bashing others. No amount of telling people like @Roady that their god is wrong or similar crap is going to help you... you should consider your battle against degeneracy as more important, because believers of other religions didn't bring you to sin, rather you did it to yourself.

    What a lot of people don't realize, included @Valentius, it's that lashing out against other is not going to magically solve your problems, because it's no one's fault you're in chain, but your own.
     
  4. I like your funny words, magic man.

    And for what its worth knowing , I deleted my posts because their point and meaning are now pointless and useless.
     
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    yeah whatever dude. You can talk like a monk but that doesn't hide the fact that the last thing needed in this place (ie. Nofap in its entirety) is not infighting or aggressiveness towards each other.
    Tough love? Yes.
    Sometimes being stern? Also.
    But fighting against each other about whose God commands better not to masturbate? IMHO a tad pointless.
     
  6. I hope for you, you will find a way in life to become more kind, friendly, mild, soft and patient.
    I also hope for you you will find a way to solve your inner hatred and anger.
    Some respect for older people would really adorn you, because that's very, very far away in your words.
    But hey, you haven't reached the age I've reached ;)
     
  7. I do agree that it's pointless. That's why I'm dipping in the first place.
    Also, this is all fun and games to me. Don't take me seriously unless you want to. It's just extra headaches for ya.
    I do have respect for the old. And I do believe that everyone gets to do whatever they want and believe whatever they want.
    Thanks for helping use time, man. I appreciate it greatly. Better waste time here than on them sites. But like I said above , all this is fun and games unless you think otherwise. Have a nice life.
     
  8. That’s because I am confused and conflicted. 100%. Now what do I want from God that I can’t manage myself? Control over the future. The reason why I talked about God before and tagged you was because God is directly involved in all of this. The bible says Jesus is the only one that can release someone from their addiction. I know this to be true. I have seen others on here addicted for 10 years. People with no religion struggling. So I am stuck. God is keeping me stuck. He doesn’t want me to live my own life. No. That’s impossible. I am being called non stop to follow him. Either it’s my own thoughts or the Holy Spirit talking to me. But I am obsessed with religion and morality. It’s been like that for 8 years. After getting kicked off a cliff metaphorically speaking by God so many times I doubt that he actually exists and if he exists does he even care. If he exists then it shouldn’t be so difficult to find a way out of all of this. I see people getting everything they want and taking it all for granted. But he can’t help me... not even just once. For 10 years. That’s very hard to forgive. I’ve prayed thousands and thousands of times. No amount of crying, yelling, screaming does anything. Either he is completely deaf or doesn’t want to hear me. I see evidence that he exists in this world. So he must exist but doesn’t want to help me. I ask for his help all the time and in response I get someone that wasted my time in relation to a medical problem for 10 years, all the while criticising every word I say, torturing me and gloating at the same time. I am in the left in the dark by God and what am I supposed to do?

    I dabbled in the occult for a year. Small things. Reading about it. Thousands of threads on the Internet. It’s not something a Christian would understand but these people on this forum are black magicians. They evoke spirits. Demons, angels. It is genuine stuff. They curse, hex, bind. If God doesn’t want to help me then I swear I will be looking for help and not in a way that he would approve. Someone takes crap for years and years on end. Eventually he can’t take it anymore. And he can’t say I didn’t try. I have believed strongly, far more than anyone else. And I still got screwed over, time and time again. It’s been burned into my memories. Traumatic experiences from abuse. Some time into the future I’m not going to take it anymore and I am just going to act on instinct. Then I won’t care what God thinks anymore. I am sick of the lies, manipulation, backstabbing caused by God, yet I see the people that tortured me live extremely comfortable lives with clean hands.

    Note: to people reading this thread for the first time remember that the photos were downloaded from public profiles and friends’ pages on Facebook similar to how people download photos of their crush and fap to them. I didn’t take any photos of anyone. I barely look at these photos. I just keep them archived. The ones I actually looked at I have deleted. On the first page of my thread I mentioned I deleted 3000 photos. Now my other collection on the other hand. Yes I will have to delete those too. But I barely ever look at those. I just feel guilty about them and they’re heavy on my conscience.
     
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  9. alexandrebois

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    Just keep praying, maybe one day God will make your wish become true
     
  10. gertyfass123

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    Man, sorry but cut it out. All this crying and shouting to God, all this obsession with him giving you whatever you wish, "dabbling in the occult"... just delete the damn photos and start anew.

    God is not backstabbing you, you should now that you want salvation, you should go out of your way to find it. And you're not doing it. This thread is proof of it.
    And you know perfectly that no people ask god to be given things and magically they have it, yes there exist luckier people in this world, and? Wallowing in self pity never helped anyone, much less cursing god just because you don't want to admit to yourself that you're holding back.

    And as for what concerns giving up believing..."If I believe in God and life after death and you do not, and if there's no God, we both lose when we die. But if there is a God instead, you'd still lose and I win everything."

    If you feel chained by "playing by the book", that is, following the so called path of light at whose end you think there's a God, then by all means go for it.

    But you perfectly know that even if you cry and shout and do it your way, you'll still have this damn archive.
     
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  11. Well this is what has happened. I deleted all of the photos I could find but my original folder has disappeared off my hard drive. So I have no porn collection. Nothing anymore. I quit the occult forum I had joined full of Satanists. I told their high priestess that I rebuked and cast her out of my life in the name of Jesus Christ. And I started a counter. Hopefully she won't curse me with black magick or send demons to attack me. If she does Jesus will protect me.
     
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    If you really deleted all of the porn you had up until now collected, and don't have a trace of porn in your computer anymore...

    ... then congrats man:emoji_punch: you finally did it! You're now on the best path to become a free man once again!!!
     
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  13. Thanks dude
     
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  14. That's the way man! Excellent!
    It may be possible you will gonna experience spiritual warfare.
    Then learn how to stand within Christ.
     
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  15. Akeakua

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    You have nothing to fear. Approach Jesus' throne confidently, he takes extreme joy in giving us grace. He is happy that we humble ourselves and ask for His grace over choosing the sickliness of the world. It is his last wish that we become sick like the world, because it hurts us so and that does make Him sorrowful. Take refuge in God in Jesus' name and no harm will come upon you. God bless you brother!
     
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  16. I have some questions about God. Biblically what should I be doing? I am at war with two psychopaths and am trying to leave them. Where does it say in the bible about what we should do when we encounter evil? Do I just be passive? Do I fight? Exodus 14:14 - The LORD shall fight for you, and ye shall hold your peace. But if I’m passive then I’ll be stuck being abused forever. Romans 12:21 Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good. How do you overcome evil with good? Ephesians 4:26-27 Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath: Neither give place to the devil. I can’t find anything more direct. What should we do when someone is abusing you, biblically?1 Thessalonians 5:21-22 Prove all things; hold fast that which is good. Abstain from all appearance of evil. So leave? I’m confused. The bible says not to sin but beyond that I can’t find anything.
     
  17. Valentius, it looks like you’re making some great progress. I wanted to throw this out there, that God is a being of greater magnitude than our minds can handle, and although it is shown in the Bible that He is aware and involved in our lives, He also is never shown to have any obligations towards us, which only makes sense. It’s like math. The math doesn’t care whether you figure it out or not. The math exists and is perfect in itself. You can study and learn and become better and better, and then math becomes very useful in your life, or you can choose not to grow in math, and it won’t play a good role in your life. So it is with God, He is not here to please our every want and wish, He exists to be worshipped and His righteousness learned of. In this way we can grow and become better and heal. It seems to me that there are so many modern preachers out here selling this prosperity gospel, this idea that God is somehow breaking His heart over our issues. I doubt it. God gave us some concepts to live by which will work if followed, and if we don’t follow them it’s not going to work out so well. So it’s up to us to get our act together and do as we’re advised to. It’s like a child screaming at his daddy to get his way and do something for him. The dad knows that if he leaves the kid alone the kid will figure out that he has to do something for himself with the dad showing the way and providing the example. The kid can grow into a man but the kid needs to get kicked out in the cold and made to work, not be sheltered and spoon fed. Luckily we were created with a lot of intelligence and we should know what is good for us and what is not. Like ice cream is bad but kale is good. Or porn is bad but regular sex is good. Or being an ass is bad but being a hard worker is good. I have heard stories of God doing modern miracles but it’s usually when some missionary is in a third world country being brutally tortured and starved and he continues to profess the name of Christ and pray for sustenance. I have my doubts about miracle stories taking place in our lavish lives full of ease. I certainly believe in the wonderful, personal love of God but I think He works through our lives in ways that are not easy to understand, and perhaps we must first seek Him and His righteousness hardcore. I’m making this post to myself really as well. I need a kick in the pants man. This nonsense I engaged in last week is my fault and my relapses are all my fault so I need to get it together. Love seeing that you deleted your collection. Another kick to the gonads of PMO. I know this didn’t answer your above questions about Christianity. I’m not a great theologian so I’ll leave those answers to the better educated. I just wanted to to discuss my general thoughts on some stuff
     
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  18. What if someone lacks common sense? Do they deserve to everything that comes to them?
     
  19. That I don’t know brother. I have no idea
     
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