time to admit my problem,exhibitionism

So part of the reason i am writing this is for myself, amongst other problems that I have written about elsewhere I have this one. When i write it down it seems to bring me back down to earth and help me realise how stupid the whole thing is.

Basically, I've been going out of my way to expose myself to women but in a way that won't get me in trouble. For example, getting a brazilian wax not because I wanted to be hair free but just because I enjoyed getting my clothes off infront of a woman or finding an attractive Dr and then making an appointment and telling her I have pain in my testicles to get an examination. Even writing this now I feel deeply ashamed of my behaviour and I guess what I am really struggling with is how do I move on from this and start the next stage of my life.

Before I got caught in this I always thought of myself as a good decent guy and I'm not sure where it all went wrong. I hate the fact I've been having these urges for so long.

 

Thanks for your reply,
Generally I've never had a bad reaction as luckily I never behaved in a weird way when I was doing it. I would always just act like a normal customer or patient or whatever. I sort of wonder if it comes from a lack of female attention.
I have thought about therapy but I've just got so much going on right now. Im trying to lose weight, finish university, work, and quit PM. I feel like I just need to pick a few priorities and my top priority is quitting PM which I feel is the best way to stop this other behaviour at the moment.