Time to save myself

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by tunechi, Jul 27, 2018.

  1. tunechi

    tunechi New Fapstronaut

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    Hey everyone i hope y'all are stayin strong.
    I'm a 20 year old male student. I have been fapping since I was too young to even know what sex is. I dont even know how i discovered it. I would just imagine and masturbate as there was no internet during that time. I discovered porn at 12 and I cant exactly remember any day that went without fapping. May it be stress, loneliness, sadness, boredom, anxiety, emotional stress, my only reaction was the same.
    I had no career goals or dreams or any interests. I felt something was wrong with me. I barely passed any grade class and my high school. I struggled with concentration and fapped 4-5 times a day during exams trying to study. Recently I came abroad for higher studies and found out that I could not make any friends and I have social anxiety.
    Found out last week that porn was the reason behind all these symptoms. Made up my mind to quit on 23 July. Relapsed today on 27th. The urges are real. I could not resist. Figured out I need your help to get my life back to normal like everybody else.
    I have decided to go nofap as long as for 90 days initially. I hope make it.
     
  2. drac16

    drac16 Fapstronaut

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    Welcome to NoFap. Keep on fighting, my friend.
     
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  3. Welcome tunechi!
    I wish you success on your journey up the mountain of a challenge! I believe in you!
     
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  4. tunechi

    tunechi New Fapstronaut

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    Thank you guys. Means a lot. Staying strong.
     

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