Who am I? Am I an alien? A joke? A laughing stock? I want to feel like a normal human being with libido, I want to make love , I want to have sex and all I feel is like being asexual, I feel no hornyness at all. I was an addict for 10 years fapping to PMO about 6 times a day. But its so many days (around 4 months of nofap) and all I feel is nothing. I feel Im asexual, I am constantly in flatline . Im just feeling tired and I want to end this misery once for all, I can't take it, I can't live like a zombie with no feelings, no desire, no motivation and no libido.