I haven't been on Nofap for 4 months, but I'm going through a pretty rough time right now. Two of my best friends whom I've known for years are in a new relationship. One after a breakup and another who had his first. I'm happy for both of them, but it was at hard accepting it at first. I once tried to get into a relationship once, but it was out of blind stupidity and carelessness. I really she thought she was a friend, and when I needed her at the darkest, darkest days of my life, she was never there. She had NO idea how much pain and suffering I went through. I was just asking people for help, but she clearly wasn't the one to ask. It's been over a year and I still can't let it go. I thought about committing suicide at the time because things were so so bad. But what can I do to help me heal? I've been single for a while and I'm just scared of getting hurt again. It's hard enough to see my friends in relationships while my heart is still recovering. I'm sure many of you have through breakups or something similar. What did you do to get over it? So far, focusing on school and getting my degree has been the most therapeutic thing for me even though it's stressful. I'm about to finish school in 4 weeks! Yes!! Anyway, I would greatly appreciate anyone's advice. And it feels good to be back on Nofap once more.