Today I Cried

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Josethehuman, Oct 9, 2019.

  1. Josethehuman

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    It was just a normal day of school
    and after lunch i just felt something in my chest
    for biology class i had a emotional breakdown
    because of the overwhelming pressure from school,people and just reaching this far
    I heard from a friend its best to let it all out
    I guess the point of this story is to say that
    Nofap isn't hard
    Its just hard knowing that you gotta face your problems and you can never escape
    sure you can try to be like me a few months ago and escape your problems by watching pornography
    It kills the pain but leaves you hollow
    Speaking from experience
    Its hard to grow up and like sure i can try t be strong
    but eventually that dam of emotions breaks and i cry
    but don't lose faith
    I didn't give up
    like how a wise man once said
    don't cry to give up
    Cry to keep going
    And as always
    thanks for reading
    P.S hope you had a good day
     
  2. Discouraged

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    this poor younger generation.
    is going to be a tsunami of psychosis from porn.

    what these evil fiends did to these children is absolutely demonic.
    either you bring them to justice, or your entire creep civilization will be obliterated
     
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  3. Josethehuman

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    The irony is everyone thinks its something normal
     
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  4. StonePlacidity

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    eventually we will all overcome
     
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  5. Discouraged

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    everything is funny,

    HELP IM ADDICTED TO COMEDY, I CAN"T STOP LAUGHING ABOUT SERIOUS THINGS
     
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  6. PIED will be the new flu in a few years
     
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  7. lazycatog

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    True
     
  8. KarmaWeaver

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    I like that. People shouldn't be ashamed of crying, there's nothing bad about it. In fact, I'm glad when emotions end up in tears and not in anger.
    If you feel like crying, cry. Let it all out, it's part of being alive. Feel alive!
    A good day to you
     
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  9. internetpioneer

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    PMO protected me from all the traumas of my life for years, since I was a teenager, but the cost is too high. I never learned how to deal with emotions, because I could just numb them anytime I wanted. It works better than any f#%$g antidepressant: freely available and pleasing. But then you are not living, you are zombie and if you can function more or less like a human being, you waste your sexuality, you don't have a complete life experience.
     
  10. overcomers

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    Thank you for sharing....I'm sending you a virtual hug, my friend.
     
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  11. Josethehuman

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    thanks man
     
  12. Josethehuman

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    Thank you mean
    I can proudly say that today was just amazing
    that after letting all those contained emotions come out
    I actually felt great
    I socialized a lot today and learnt that sometimes life gets darks
    but in the end
    thats a part of life
     
  13. Josethehuman

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    Its true what you say man
    Porn leaves u hollowI can say that from personal experience
    to finally see people as people and like have healthy social interactions
    Is better than any porn video the world has to offer
     
  14. overcomers

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    You know, things are, as they are...it's you and me who put labels on them. Focus on what you want to achieve, be sure about your WHY and WHAT FOR you want to be free, and you'll see, willpower will come. Not the other way around...I'm afraid.
     
  15. Josethehuman

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    Anytime i get really down
    I never think about relapsing because thats the biggest setback ever
    The truth is guys
    Feeling like a human being is the best feeling ever
    today i worked with a beautiful girl ive lately become friends with
    And like what i realized is it was never about overcomming addiction
    or about reaching a certain day
    Personally it was all about feeling like my true self
    and like its hard to face the real world
    but in the end u either run away or face ur fears
    In the end something as simple as looking a beautiful girl in the eye and to actually see her as a person
    Its something that words cant describe
     
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  16. Feels great doesn't it? I had myself a good cry the other day too, also due to school and stress. I feel human again.
     
  17. overcomers

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    Beautiful, you are so right, brother. Keep being yourself, that's the best you can do. Enjoy life to its fullest!
     
  18. Astro77

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    Nothing wrong with crying, men cry too!
    It is just your brain realising it will have to accept these emotions and move on by yourself; not using porn
    Keep up your great mindset !
     
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  19. Alex1111

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    It means that your emotions are back, porn kills emotions and leave you numb, so keep your head up man. Best of luck!
     
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  20. Josethehuman

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    you know I was too blind to see it like that
    when u put it like that its true
     

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