Today I fell down the bicycle

I have learn the driving to bicycle at age of 5. I am good at it but this things can be happen. I had some injuries but at least I got out from my comfort zone for couple months. This gave me more happiness than pornography. I think our addiction is learning addiction something like driving bicycle or playing chess. For instance one of my greatest mistake in my life is quitting chess for many years. I downloaded an app about chess game ans I started to playing it. And I realized that I didn't forget a lot of thing on it. ( I started to play it at age of 9) This is really happens for PMO. Us, as a recovering addicts maybe we never forget about porn. We can just being sober, being free and stay clean from it. And when we return back to this habit, we remember it easily. It's probably not hard to remember. And when we gave up porn the addictional pathways become weaker and weaker. But you have to understand this : "You can't go back, you can't use one more picture or porn videos or anything related to your addiction."

Just never go back! "One more time" is a sickly thought.