Today Sucks

Damn today really sucks. The temptations are literally unavoidable. It started when my brain tried to imagine what it would be like to be in a real porno and then the rest is pretty obvious. Being on a college campus doesnt help either. You are constantly being surrounded by all these beautiful women and all your sick brain can think of is sex when you are trying to concentrate on your studies. I got to find away to get myself together. Im thinking its best if I leave campus for a while and try to distract myself. Maybe I will go get some lunch or something. This is honestly so embarrasing that this is happening.

 

Take a break. Get some lunch. Walk around somewhere else--park or outdoors. Anything to distract and turn focus elsewhere.

Don't feel bad--we all get this.

 

Day 3 hit me hard as well - don't feel bad! I think day 3 with any addiction is when the body starts to say "Hey what the fuck are you doing". This whole week has been pretty shitty for me to be honest, some say the first week is the Superman phase. I disagree, I think week one (so far) is the worst I've ever felt.

I feel your pain with the campus scenario. I'm similar except I go to the gym every morning, and in there are stunning women wearing next to nothing gym gear. It is torture, but at least the women on the campus and in the gym are real women and not digital on a computer screen, right?! Keep going! The benefits out weigh the misery!