Too old for a new start. Loneliness is crashing me...

OP is a wise man.
I recommend The School of life Youtube Channel.
I think the video can relate to your situation.
Wish you all the best.
Thanks for your wisdom!

 

I have relapsed......

 

I think you are so busy on the other forums with other friends....

 

I think he is just busy bro. You can talk in many other thread. Do you write a Nofap journal?

 

Do you Meditate? I think it's a good way to deal with loneliness. It is proven to be effective in treating depression!

 

This is indeed an interesting thread. Watching a senile man plaintively depart wisdom and await his bittersweet end. Life is pain, and perhaps you've seen it more luridly than most of us in this forum. Perhaps you've seen how reticent death can be when taking away what matters most. Here, I cannot ask you to recant your grim views concerning your life because I am only so young, and the words that spur from my mouth only carry the weight of my youthful buoyance. But I can advise you to find a reason to live even the dismal of lives since I know that the turbid stream of nihilism never assuages the pain, and dying with honor and content is, for some reason unclear to all of us who live only to die, putatively better than dying in pain, since that pain stays, much like the honor. You're not at the end yet - there are still years to go. Amidst all the grief, penitence, and loss... there is always something that can be done. There's always "that one book", or "that one linux distro", or "that one community center" that's been collecting dust at the back of your mind. Kindle that flame, and live your last few years with a zeal for what the next day holds. That's legacy. The legacy of a man who turned himself around from the depths of loneliness and mind to one of appreciation for life, for each and every imperceptible thing in this god-forsaken, recondite, yet beautiful ball of life. In the good words of Dylan Thomas,
"Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light."
That's all I can say. Hopefully you see through the veil of existential dreading to see how each and every last bit of you was made to repine against the horrors of death. Define yourself... that.. is all that I can tell you.

 

Use oxygen cylinder.....

 

No

 

You should getting away from everything that reminds of all the pain. Take a vacation anywhere you want. The worlds is yours.

 

Disappointed to see OP has deleted his account. I wonder why.

 

I don't know he is alive or not now..... He was my best friend.... I am missing him..... And feeling very sad to see he deleted his account....

 

I mean I doubt he's dead, he probably just deleted the account because he wasn't using the site for its intended purpose. I hope if he sees these messages he makes another account.

 

I have understood..... But i am missing him.... I am worried about him.