My friend, Your question is a common one. I used to pray all the time that God would take away any sexual drive that I had so I didn’t have to deal with all of this. But having a sexual drive is part of being human. You must learn how to find peace and calmness inside of yourself. I know that sometimes you feel like you want to climb the walls. But I promise you with the right mindset and the right tools you will learn that you can manage yourself. And you will be able to have a healthy sexual relationship with your future spouse and it will be of so much richer then anything else.