AzrielTheHarbinger
Fapstronaut
Hello. I'm 18, since i was 14 i fapped to hentai and i loved it. 2 years ago i started having hocd, last july i didnt exaxtly get into traps but they started bothering and i was testing myself all the time (with hocd to see if im gay and with traps to see if i like them), with the gay stuff i never got horny but to the traps i did a bit and the urges slowly become stronger. Before hocd and with hocd i fapped 5 times a day. Now the urges about traps are constant and they bother me too much, i dont want them but i get horny with them all the time, most of the times i'm trying not to give in and sometimes i do, after it i cry a bit and scream and start punching everything i see because it bothers me. When i get horny with traps i am a completely different person and i think of stuff that i cant even bear the thought that i thought of them, but they arouse me... I wanna get rid of this trap fetish completely but i am afraid that nofap wont help and whenever i do, after the first day the urge to fap to traps is unbearable but then i feel even worse. I dont know what to do and how to contain the urge to fap to them. Do you think i can get rid od this trap thing? What can i do so that i'll reduce the urges and make nofap easier?
