Total Deliverance from Porno, lust, masturbation.

Chapter 1:
I came, i saw, i couldn't conquer.



Since i was in elementary i would long to have a girlfriend but i didn't look popular or handsome so they would reject me or mock me despite my effort to conquer them then, so i would get very shy and depressed. I would escape at first by playing video games but later i made my way into pornography.
A "friends" gathering conversation
in Jr. High school yard opened the door for my deep addiction to pornography and masturbation.
Let me clear things up; pornography and masturbation are both behavioral distortions we learn in life but lust is something men and women are born with, even though i was taught about pornography, no one teached me about lust, it was innate.
God created men with lust for women by seeing her physical body as a way to be attracted, have sex and reproduce through her, after all sex and reproduction was God's first commandment to Adam and Eve back in the garden.
The problem is that satan distorted the purpose of lust and sex.
He distorted lust into a tool of self-gratification instead of love and reproduction. That's why you see masturbation, pornography and abortion.
First masturbation is a self-sex rendering it selfish not loving, it is focused in pleasing my desires first and only whereas sex with opposite sex is that, the opposite. In sex, you first give then receive, to sow first then you reap, you make sure the other person enjoys sex and you shall ceratainly enjoyed as well because it was born out of love not selfishness.
Pornography is a distorted view on the sex God intended it to be. In modern porno videos you will notice sex always start already in penetration or coitus.
Sex should always starts by first knowing the other person and telling beautiful things about him or her. Sharing a intimate moment first, where after first seeing her inner beauty you start to see her outer one, that is when kissing starts, you want to connect to the other person, you want to be one with the other person. Then you start to kiss the other person's body meaning you start by her face and hair (her personna) then her body.
As your love to her increases so sex.
Penetration is the climax not the introduction, no wonder the world today is so sexually unfullfilled, most people don't know the true meaning of sex and the order it should be done.

Chapter 2: Welcome to Pornoland.