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Total failure to do the right thing

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Whatever, Jan 7, 2015.

  1. Jan 7, 2015 #1
    Whatever

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    I just relapsed again, 2 days after my last relapse which happened after a 14 days streak which happened after a 5 day streak.

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    I wanted to do it. I did because I refused to take responsibility. I did it after refusing to take responsibility for my actions and life. The refusal to take response-ability for ones life implies handing over the control over one's destiny to the vicious, addictions and impulse.

    Through this struggle I can become very aware of my shortcomings, it is an excellent antidote for pathetic vanity.


    Trees cannot grow on arid grounds.
     
    Whatever, Jan 7, 2015
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  2. Jan 7, 2015 #2
    CL555

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    Do you feel as if you have used PMO as a comfort mechanism after having to deal with difficult aspects of your life? If so, you're not the only one brother.

    I really like that quote on your signature: 'How you do anything is how you do everything' Who's quote is it?
     
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  3. Jan 7, 2015 #3
    Whatever

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    No, it's not due to external factors. My point was that PMO results from lack of free will, from the refusal to engage life, from existential cowardice.

    That's from a speech on the topic of discipline. What do you think that it means?
     
    Whatever, Jan 7, 2015
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