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Tough Evening

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Quoowahb, Oct 7, 2019.

  1. Quoowahb

    Quoowahb Fapstronaut

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    On the way home from work, I started feeling this big urge to watch porn tonight. Memories of porn were stronger in my mind than in a long time. So I decided to go workout before I came home. Then I started feeling this boredom. I recognize this feeling. It motivates me to find something triggering--something that I justify like an r-rated movie or some other porn substitute. I'm not going to do it tonight. I know better.

    I was wondering where all this was coming from. For some reason, the sudden desire to look at porn comes from withdrawal from another addiction. I decided to quit vaping four days ago. Anyway, I'm having strong urges tonight, but I can't give in to either addiction. I hope by sharing this, I'll have more strength.
     
  2. mattyjsy

    mattyjsy Fapstronaut

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    It's a sign your reboot is working, your brain is essentially squirting out little tiny bits of dopamine to motivate you to, what your brain thinks is reproduce, but it's actually just pmo. Very encouraging sign my friend, whatever you're doing, keep doing it
     
  3. Quoowahb

    Quoowahb Fapstronaut

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    Thanks for your encouragement. I think I'll get off the computer and TV for the rest of the night.
     

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