Lonewolf2024
New Fapstronaut
Hello I’m new here and felt like it was time because my addiction to porn is getting out of hand . Ive realized I have had a addiction going on about 4 years now but I can’t kick the habit . It’s days where I have to ejaculate 4 times that day, then it’s times I can go 1-2 days without doing it at all . I saw someone else put it in here how they feel porn leads to having a liking for different genres and I can agree. Watching porn so much I got bored of just regular guy on girl and someone lead into trans porn and periodically sissy porn . I’ve gotten attracted to masturbating to that . Sometimes having sex with them . Get the moment of joy but the second the nut has happened reality kicks back in and realize that I’m not doing the right thing . I’ve had to question am I just gay because I have a family but it’s not that I don’t have the admirations to be in a relationship with them. Porn has entered my life like a virus and doesn’t make me feel like myself at times . At first I was skeptical of sexual demons but not anymore . I can feel something spiritual is holding me to this sin . Not being horny at all I can be lead to look at someone pornographic and then touch myself . When the job is done it feels as if I’m just being laughed at and tricked . I’m ready to kick this habit . I respect anyone sexuality but I’m sincerely ready to kick mine to be a better person for my family and also myself