rexoo_o1
Fapstronaut
I was watching porn for couple of days again
Fuck I'm fucked the word only came in my mind
I'm sorry I'm kinda damage control situation now mistakes or if don't make sense.
What should I do now
first normal porn then-> reoleplay incest -> Sister> Mother> Eventually End up -> transwoman porn-> Then-> Amateure transwoman porn-> Femdom-> Prostrate Milking-> Last hardcore transwoman fuckin guy Then- Orgasm Stop |
Today everything was all good no urges r anything completely Clean. but just I sat for a quick meditation and suddenly a huge wave of urges came and in no time I was fingering my ass. Turned up my computer although I have blocked almost all porn sites and query through cold turkey but at that moment I realized I forget to block one so I went up to that address and search sissy porn played one for about 30-50 sec shut down PC and started fingering ass and like animal jerking off. So I cum in mouth swallowed some and Then realized what I just did then.
It's not the first time this has happened; About two years I started watching transwoman porn and then on things has become worst fuckin nightmare this sorta thing started happening.
I'm not bi or gay or trans Also sissy hypno porn not my thing I don't people ordering me around but still here I'm fingering my ass and eating my cum what a fuckin joke.
I don't know what I'm gonna get out of it but I just wanna to it - I guess this line proves my addiction level
Today everything was all good no urges r anything completely Clean. but just I sat for a quick meditation and suddenly a huge wave of urges came and in no time I was fingering my ass. Turned up my computer although I have blocked almost all porn sites and query through cold turkey but at that moment I realized I forget to block one so I went up to that address and search sissy porn played one for about 30-50 sec shut down PC and started fingering ass and like animal jerking off. So I cum in mouth swallowed some and Then realized what I just did then.
It's not the first time this has happened; About two years I started watching transwoman porn and then on things has become worst fuckin nightmare this sorta thing started happening.
I'm not bi or gay or trans Also sissy hypno porn not my thing I don't people ordering me around but still here I'm fingering my ass and eating my cum what a fuckin joke.
"A person will become what he thinks of"
I guess thats true statement I don't remember the exact words or the peron said that but it's quite similar. transwoman porn definitely will turn you towards it if not then hardcore Femdom like pegging or more im not saying anything wrong with that but I'm not just comfortable.I yet to jerk off twice to get off the shame and guiltI don't know what I'm gonna get out of it but I just wanna to it - I guess this line proves my addiction level
I'm sorry I'm kinda damage control situation now mistakes or if don't make sense.
What should I do now
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