Trggers Triggers everywhere! & how to use telegram safely!

nilPMOdone

nilPMOdone

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So I just broke my 5 day streak yesterday. Porn triggers are everywhere even on a simple messenger app like telegram. I'd advise to use CloudViel a free to use telegram client which does not have any search functionality. I succumbed to a romantic scene in a movie and then used telegram of all things. I know what I have to do, be extremely mindful when I see a trigger but sometimes I get lazy and let the train of thoughts run wild which eventually leads to the sin. Now I'll muster all my strength into being mindful the next time I see a trigger. What I've observed is that once the urge fueled by my carnal thoughts reach a threshold I become an automaton, all actions leading to watching porn happen automatically and I feel as if I cannot intervene. We must intervene ... just a little earlier than we usually try to and that's what I'll do next time. Wish me luck.
 
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nilPMOdone said:
So I just broke my 5 day streak yesterday. Porn triggers are everywhere even on a simple messenger app like telegram. I'd advise to use CloudViel a free to use telegram client which does not have any search functionality. I succumbed to a romantic scene in a movie and then used telegram of all things. I know what I have to do, be extremely mindful when I see a trigger but sometimes I get lazy and let the train of thoughts run wild which eventually leads to the sin. Now I'll muster all my strength into being mindful the next time I see a trigger. What I've observed is that once the urge fueled by my carnal thoughts reach a threshold I become an automaton, all actions leading to watching porn happen automatically and I feel as if I cannot intervene. We must intervene ... just a little earlier than we usually try to and that's what I'll do next time. Wish me luck.
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Wish you lots of luck, and lots of inner strength when you find yourself encountering a trigger. Keep fighting and you will strengthen your will power each time. Again, all the best.
 
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