Trggers Triggers everywhere! & how to use telegram safely!

So I just broke my 5 day streak yesterday. Porn triggers are everywhere even on a simple messenger app like telegram. I'd advise to use CloudViel a free to use telegram client which does not have any search functionality. I succumbed to a romantic scene in a movie and then used telegram of all things. I know what I have to do, be extremely mindful when I see a trigger but sometimes I get lazy and let the train of thoughts run wild which eventually leads to the sin. Now I'll muster all my strength into being mindful the next time I see a trigger. What I've observed is that once the urge fueled by my carnal thoughts reach a threshold I become an automaton, all actions leading to watching porn happen automatically and I feel as if I cannot intervene. We must intervene ... just a little earlier than we usually try to and that's what I'll do next time. Wish me luck.

 

Its strange how much I've learned from this problematic behavior of mine.

 

I forgot that my mind is also a trigger not just any trigger but a random one.