trigger warning: going 'crazy' help! I simply cant get re booted on this one

every day i think about buying... well something to do with M, I cant stop thinking about using it. every day the feeling and a strong pull from my chest or emotions, wants me to buy this stuff, every single solitary day. its like a haunt that never goes away..and the funny thing is, I dont even like the stuff, its messy. its sounds funny but its true i can not get it off my mind!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was not sure if i should post this but i have to get it off my mind

 

If you're having second thoughts about it, then probably it's not the best thing you can do. I might add, you are rebooting so, this really is not the best thing you should do, it'll only slow you down and hinder your reboot. I suggest you keep the money or invest it on some kind of hobby dude. It's all a matter of choice now, you decide your future.

 

yes rather then always just saying no to the negative things, i really do need some new hobbies to replace the old ones.

 

That's it dude. It's better to start a new hobby than to fuel the old one, which kinda weakens your body and mind. Cheers dude and good luck!