***TRIGGER WARNING*** How to stop jacking off to feedee porn?

Idk why but whenever I relapse its to feeder/feedee/weight gain porn, but I am not actually turned on nor am I attracted to fat women irl, I like thick women, ones with large sized assets, maybe even chubby if shaped right, but not a fat woman.

In fact, whenever I would relapse it would be to a feedee pornstar's skinnier pictures, rarely to her fat pictures

How do I stop having a weight gain/feedee fetish, I wanna stop because I know how disgusting it is, yet for some reason I keep coming back to it.